Thursday; exam is over. and the lukisan tells you everything about me ;P

Friday ; hangout with Tashya and Kylie. Girls Day OUT. karaoke lame gilaaa 8 songs? we are soo cool xD 

confession.

Nasy, where are you? Wei aku rindu ko gile, aku tau ko nervous nk test eh smpai demam? sumpah dats sooo you haha :P Syiqah, i miss the old days when we were together hangout together but when i did something you just walked away from my life since dat day. i was so sad until the day you said you realised who are your real friend. iloveyou sayang :) 

dailydiary.

duduk kt kl with mama. went there by train with hakim. mls nk stay seremban. i want to cancel everything, every hangout. mcm sedih gilaa kot klu stay seremban :( hahaahahahahaha bodoh ;p

test :D

March-test = over. died too soon ;D i want to read more more more books (lying all the time)

I can't wait for tomorrow, I'm going to JJ with Kylie, Tashya and Kishon :D OMG, nak habiskan duit lagi, i hate you guys :P HAHA. so nothing much to say, texting with syiqah, God! I miss you. You're my real friend too. Kau selalu ade when i needed you. ILYSM :D

about the spm results thingy, ramai dohhdpt straight A's and I'll be one of them, Insya-Allah. Acab, ko ensem dohh td. HAHA. jumpe sape lg eh? HAHA. rmai botak? gaga rmai nigel lawaaaa , hisan. aku x knl pedap ah yg ko bising kt sekola td haha. :D

exam

All I can say is OKAY. HAHA. My final decision, I'm not going to Sarawak this raya due to one of my biggest examination, PMR. Ntah la, AWAY kot -,- byebye.

getting back

satisfied kan? mesti ko rse puas ht gile. ko dpt bdk tu, heh mcm sial plak kan aku tk sangke ade orang nk keja bdk gedik mcm ko , HIM, you really let me down and i will never love you, again. okay and that's final. setakat mcm ko en, beribu lg la aku blh dpt. mampos ko lah. sekarang bia aku hidup sorang sorang

YOU REALLY LET ME DOWN.

The Bulb

This post is for the teachers, perhaps? HAHA. Bulb tu kann xde sape yg pecah kan. HAHA. die pecah sendiri because perempuan tuu yang over sangat so that bulb x suke kt die, die pecahkan diri sendiri. HAHA. SUMPAHAN LAMPU TING TONG HAHAHA. seronoknye boring la mlm ni penat bace bku wahahahahahahhahaahaahah i hate that woman haha  okay actually saya, 

SITI AISHAH BINTI ABDUL HALIM, sesungguhnya tidak mengetahui apa-apa. 

Yalah, saya bukan kaye mcm budak rambut blond tu, aku beli baju bundle kt pasar malam je HAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHHAAHHAHA

I'm Sorry

Annie, akak bukan sengaja, just tension gile then annie masuk bilik kakak and messed up with me. Memang la kakak marah. Tapi kakak mcm duhh, mrh sgt. Kakak campak Annie kt lantai, sorry sgt Annie. Semua org nk buat aku tension especially mama. Sumpah Aishah rase mcm dh nk mati dah.

And and Aqil, I'm sorry to say but u blah mcm tu je then nape tibe2 ni? 

The End.

Demam?

Sumpah aku jem gile ar arini. Aku nk study ni tapi demam pulak. Dah 2 hari. To shahira; Aku rase dah tak marah lg kot, but next time jgn buat lagi eh? Erm. Aku tibe2 teringat pulak psl last year, aku betrayed sorang kawan aku ni. Aku pun tktau nape aku buat cmtu? Marah? Aku pun dah tak igt la :( But seriously I AM SORRY. ermmm nothing much to say, pagi ni aku bgn awl gile n aku tdo lmbt gile smlm, Demam pny psl. Grrrr :(( Cmne ni? study pun tkbyk sgt. Ni buat aku rase mcm ARGHH nk bunuh orang ni HAHA. Pagi2 lagi dah kene ceramah psl aku mcm tkblh accept the fact yg aku dah ade step-father. urghh cmne la ni mlm karang diorang balik and I am not happy. Memang la die baik but kalau korang pun, susah nak accept the fact rite? Same goes to me. Aku taktau la nape haritu aku marah sgt kt step-father aku tu. Lagipun, mama asyik dgn die je. Kalau Mama nk aishah pggl die papa ke so wtvr, tlg la. I wont. Aishah ade one father only and nobody can replace him. Lantak la Mama nk ckp ape, Aishah tak pedulik. Mama nk kawen bukan Aishah kesah sgt pun, tp tlg la jgn macam2 dgn Aishah, sampai one day Aishah tk mengaku mama tu mama aishah sudah la. Dont force me to do something that i dun want to, please okay? Till then, byebye.

boring gilaa

damn aku boring gila lahh whts wrong with myspace ni?? nk log in pun xblh. urgh urghh I AM NOT HAPPY. + im sick grr really really sick okay so wht im going to do fs da dlete dah ape lg? haha. He let me down everytime I see him :( talk to me pls? i hope he's reading my blog rite nwww ;( 

Secret Valentine

Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine

we're finally intertwined

nervous and shy for the moment we will come

alive tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song

that turns out the lights

when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

don't waste your time

speed up your breathing

just close your eyes

we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lay down be still

don't worry talk they will

i'll be loving you until

morning's first light

breaks tomorrow

i'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song

that turns out the lights

when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

don't waste your time

speed up your breathing

just close your eyes

we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

when guilt fills your head

brush off rise up from the dead

this is the moment that we

will come alive

brace yourself for love

sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song

that turns out the lights

when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

don't waste your time

speed up your breathing

just close your eyes

we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

he is my secret valentine :) 140209<3>

Dedaun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh didalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada


Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua kutrima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

I'm eating choc rite now sumpah boring gile bai oh i just love you and it is more than words HAHA

grr

damn shit semua keluar okay? suddenly myspace is not working mcm sial je , so i read sepiituindah.blogspot.com

she's my aunty's friend. i forgot wht's her name. my aunty told me that lady is wonderful and she is really wonderful. i love her blog. die blh jadi sasterawan. "sepi itu indah bagi yang mengertinya" isn't that sweet? 

"Kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari...

Dia datangkan petir dan kilat...
kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya...
ke mana hilangnya sinar...
Tapi.......
Rupa-rupanya...

Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi..."

sumpah blog die sweet gile :) she's really wonderful. die dlu kerja kt saudi with my aunty. now die kerja kt malaysia, kt hospital tapah as a senior nurse kot ;p but die mmg a good nurse so do read her wonderful blog okay :)

HAPPY

I am happy that i changed my url HAHA. mama you cant read my blog anymore this is so-called-secret hahahahaha jk manede just want to make sure that my mama wont read my blog anymore bcz she cant find my blog booo yeah! HAHA. i am so happy, maybe. i am happy 2/5 because of this blog. another 3/5 im still sad okay because of that boy hahaha i can write about boys here because my mama cant read this blog oh yeah oh yeah haha i am so excited haha he is sooo charming eventhough he has a small body ;p 

tka url weh

haha the name decla was given by my cousin syg yang tak reti bace bku lagi and pkai tulis ape huruf yg die tau :p haha decla ;p

and that's how the story ends.

xdtg sekolaaa pun today urgh urgh I AM SICK because of;

firstly, I didn't talked to him for a few days

secondly, main hujan punye pasal. ur fault Kylie :P

third: because I am sick HAHA.

ape aku mencarut ni? Damn sial. HAHA. okay wtvr the main thing is apesal every year bile dkt march test aku mesti demam? 

to felisa;

akak da bace blog fel. no matter what, akak always beside you okay :) you're my best sister ever, ilysm adek<3

damn!

suddenly aku demam pula, I want t go to sch tomorrow. Grrr, God, pls help me. I want to be okay as usual! I want to see his face again and again. Haha. I'm sorry to hear that he didn't came today :P HAHA. I AM HAPPY eventhough I am sick. Duhh I got a lot I mean tons of homeworks. This is not good for me and you. It is not good for because first it will be hard to contact me :P secondly I'm too cute to do all the homeworks. HAHA.Today I am emo-ing with most of the people, I am sorry tau! I'm waiting for your call and message. I'm desperate for your voice. Do ask for my phone number, M :) 

Sekolah Kluster Kecemerlangan

my life would suck without you

I.Just.Let.My.Heart.Screams.

Guess this means you're sorry 

You're standing at my door 

Guess this means you take back 

What you said before 

Like how much you wanted 

Anyone but me 

Said you'd never come back 

But here you are again

Cuz we belong together now 

Forever united here somehow 

You got a piece of me 

And honestly 

My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye 

Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight 

I know that I've got issues 

But you're pretty messed up too 

Anyway, I found out I'm nothing without you

Cuz we belong together now 

Forever united here somehow 

You got a piece of me 

And honestly 

My life would suck without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional 

I really shouldn't miss you, but I can't let go 

Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together now 

Forever united here somehow 

You got a piece of me 

And honestly 

My life would suck without you 

fifteen :)

when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you 

You're gonna believe them 

And when you're fifteen 

And your first kiss makes your head spin around 

today again

 to kylie; I'm sorry I read your so-called-diary HAHA and I wrote something on it, sorry okay. HAHA. 

Okay Okay. Let's talk about our favourite activity la sangat, main boleng (bowling) haha. I got 55 marks which is the highest among us (Nasyrah, Dalilah, Syaza and me!) Oh, I am so cool :P And and I'm thinking of changing URL. HAHA. but mesti ramai menyumpah (just like i did) kt aku , HAHA. Nak tuka jadi ape? OhAishahComel? HAHA. Oh people! Gimme some idea ;p

she says im okay :)

the school went well as usual :P haha. about the thingy thingy is secret okay? OMG my lipan already died ohh im gonna miss you lipan :p and yes the so-called-KOKO otak kau was really2 fun. semua secret kan bebeh? erm nothing much to tell, ptg td lepak dgn most of the f3 student? HAHA, and lepak jgk dgn my adek syg, Felisa and Kylie Wang Timun :P haha.

boo yah

my last post for today? haha. im kinda boring here? why? because MY MYSPACE IS NOT ACTIVE. lantak piii lahh nyampah den. hahahaha nasyrah esk nk line up dgn kau lg blh tk? haha. :P and syiqah n syaza  jom la join club :D hahahaha. cmne eh nk dpt 8A? kene study hard ni tp mcm susah je hahah. alaaahh tk blh nk cerita lebih2 di sini kot sebab tk psl2 nnt kene surat kuning eventhough this thingy is not part of the school. rawrr! I LOVE SCHOOL. any prize/reward for me? The teachers are the greatest teacher on earth. 

"Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan King George Kelima telah banyak melahirkan insan-insan yang berguna kepada masyarakat". 

"Kembar SMKKGV mendapat 8A"

"Pelajar cacat mencapai kecemerlangan dalam SPM 2007"

"SMKKGV-Pusat Sumber Terbaik Peringkat Kebangsaan"

These are because of you, TEACHERS. so we thank you very much. Korang tk bangge ke dgn kgv ni? ;p

.SEKOLAH KLUSTER KECEMERLANGAN.

Kalau bukan sebab Tuan Haji Zakaria, kite tk kan dpt gelaran kluster ni. Betul tk? Kluster tu yang korang agung-agungkan so show people wht u got. Tkpyh la setakat kluster tp perangai tk mcm kluster. Buat malu sekolah je. PMR lagi 230 hari je lg. Ade korang berkepit dgn buku?  Korang fikir lah sendiri. Harumkan sikit nama sekolah. Ni tk, lgu sekolah pun payah sgt ke nk nyanyi? Kalau menjerit budak lelaki comel blh plak kan? Jatuh lagi maruah kau tp lagu sekolah naikkan sikit maruah kau. Tk pun ape kate ko duduk dlm kls diam2? Tkpyh la nk pergi jual mke dpn toilet tgu budak f4 lalu ke, pergi round2 kt kelas f4. Kalau mke lawa tkpe jgk, ni tk. Ape la nk jd dgn korang ni. Hope korang sedar lah sendiri. Kalau nak gaduh pun dgn aku, just tell me when. BUT TAKE NOTE. I wont fight because of boys. Oh I am not stupid like you girls :)

new skin

hey people. aku bru je changed my skin so is it okay? haha to me its kinda cute but im still cuter than this thingy. no more pinky im growing up okay doky? 

she says nothing at all :)

it was the first day I saw him. He was pretty cute and luckily, he did noticed me. And the relationship went on as friends until one day the gang messed up with me. I decided to break our relationship and until now, I didn't talked to him. Thanks to you girls. I LOVE YOU GIRLS<3

sumpah boring gilee today

adoi sumpah boring gilee! idk wht to do grrrr. aku belum mandi lg ni da 7.30.FYI aku tk blh sembahyang so tkpyh la nk kecoh2 mcm bodo. and kalau mke tu tkde lawa mane tkyah nk perasan lebih2 and pergi jual maruah, i mean like bagi free not selling ;p haha btw about the picture above ;p sumpah i really really miss my old hair. not old i mean my long-hair-style :D haha.

 

new hair? haha. nmpk mcm mke aku buruk, ahhh mmg buruk but who cares? kalau ko sebok aku pun tk kesah haha :D and thanks tau ambil berat psl aku LOSERS(the gang). aku pun tktau korg tau aku ade crush kt sape so that means korang sayang kt aku, ambil berat psl aku. AKU SAYANG KORANG. hugs and kisses for you GIRLS. ohhh aku tksangke<3>

yeah I am just a dreamer. this is for you.

Say you're sorry

That face of an angel

Comes out just when you need it to

And I paced back and forth all this time

Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on

And days drag on

Stupid girl, 

I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one you sweep off her feet, 

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town, 

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you

And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, 

Got lost in your eyes

And never really had a chance

I had so many dreams

About you and me

Happy endings

Now I know

[Chorus]

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one you sweep off her feet, 

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town, 

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you

And your white horse, to come around

Here you are your sitting there

Begging for forgiveness, begging for me

Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale

I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well

This is a big world, that was a small town

There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

Now it's too late for you and your white horse

Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa

Try and catch me now

Oh, it's too late

To catch me now

I AM UNHAPPY.

yeah I am unhappy to hear that teachers are reading our blog. When I heard that news, I was like Astagfirullah. Ape nak jadi ni? Di manakah hak kami sebagai pengguna internet di Malaysia? Bukankah internet ini bukan sebahagian daripada sekolah? Okayokay.  To the teachers, if I had done anything wrong with my blog, I AM SORRY but please not the surat kuning or purple maybee? HAHA ;p Oh NASYRAH. I just love messing up with them . 

SIAP KORANG AFTER PMR AKU BUNUH KORANG ;p HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

pegi la barua sikit kt ckgu kalau korang kecut ah ;p 

thanks for the teachers.

hello people. its been a long time i didn't update my blog. HAHA. I am really sorry but it's good not to update my blog, HAHA. FYI, teachers are not just teachers. They do read our blog so don't mess up with them ;p For the guy, I am sorry to hear that you received an expensive yellow 'prize' from ......... ;p Who asked you to call me busuk? :P HAHAHA. btw, be careful people ;D do not POST your secret  , HAHA. Why am I laughing so much? haha. 

hihi

hmnn. nothing much to tell u guys about my life. i just wanna say i miss my old life ;(

I turn to you,

When I'm lost in the rain, 
In your eyes I know I'll find the light 
to light my way. 
And when I'm scared and losing ground; 
When my world is going crazy, 
You can turn it all around.

And when I'm down 
you're there; pushing me to the top. 
You're always there; 
giving me all you've got.

 
For a shield from the storm; 
For a friend; for a love 
To keep me safe and warm, 
I turn to you. 
For the strength to be strong; 
For the will to carry on; 
For everything you do; 
For everything that's true, 
I turn to you.

When I lose the will to win, 
I just reach for you 
and I can reach the sky again. 
I can do anything, 
'Cause your love is so amazing; 
'cause your love inspires me.

Yes it does.

And when I need a friend, 
you're always on my side; 
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.

For the arms to be my shelter 
through all the rain; 
For truth that will never change; 
For someone to lean on; 
for a heart I can rely on 
through anything; (you can rely on me) 
For that one who I can run to.... 
I turn to you.

when friendship turns to LOVE.

I didn't want to depart my home town, which I've been settling ever since the day I was born. Neither do I want to leave my school, relatives, and most importantly my best friend Samuel.

Sam and I had been best friends since elementary school. I still recall the day when we first met; it was the first day of grade 1 and we were in the same class. Unintentionally I collided with his head trying to reach for my pencil that had been knocked out on the floor. Fortunately I didn’t know that he was trying to reach for it too. From that time on we got close, share lunch, talk and became best friends. We’d hang around together as often as I’d hang around with my family. He’s like my brother; a brother who I could lean to when I have problems, a brother who’s always there for me when I’m in trouble, a brother who loved me for me… at least as a sister. What he didn’t know is that I am deeply in love with him ever since the day we first met; which saddens me the most, assuming that he only thinks of me as his sister.

In sixth grade, in spite of this, things changed. We had been together for 5 implausible years, but this year is diverse. I was moving. Moving far away from him, it’s like a new world I’m getting myself into. My deep profoundness love for him is still there and I don’t want to leave him. We agreed to call each other at least twice a week, send letters and emails if we have time, and stay in touch with each other. Except that, it wouldn’t be the same, it wouldn’t be like old times, we wouldn’t see each other except in pictures, we couldn’t do anything together now. We couldn’t be there for each other, all the time anymore. Furthermore we are two continents away from each other. And I wanted to confess. Tomorrow, I decided.

The day of the departure came but he was nowhere in sight. I tried calling his cell but no one was answering it. I was so worried and sad that he forgot about my departure. I left the country heartbroken and thinking that maybe he had a good excuse why he didn’t go.

One year had passed and still no sign of him. I tried calling his home every once in a while but his mother would always say, “Oh he’s not here, but I’ll tell him you called!” and I would be so depressed. Sometimes I just think that he’s been avoiding my calls. But why I wondered

I was going off to grade 9. I hadn’t been getting any emails or letters from him; or hadn’t been getting any at all. I tried to tell myself that, “Its okay Katherine, he’s just busy that’s all.” However I had my doubts. What if he’s not busy at all? What if he forgot about me? What if he got a girlfriend and been too busy to talk or even stay in touch with me? A lot of what ifs’ are on my head. I tried emailing him and writing letters but there was no reply. What if all my what ifs’ came true? Then maybe I should be pleased, pleased for the reason that he’s happy. On the contrary why didn’t he tell me?

2 years had passed and still no sign of his letters or emails or phone calls. I tried to get over him. I really tried but I can’t. I just couldn’t forget the fact that I love him.

One week later, I received a letter from his home address, accusing it was him I ripped it open. I was so anxious to read his letter that I skipped a couple of parts, that I thought wasn’t that important. Unfortunately, it is important. It says that he’s sick and is in a coma. I was so shocked to see this that I ran inside to tell my parents to get me a ticket back to see him. Luckily they approved and booked me the latest flight.

I preceded to the hospital his in. I was so worried to see him, concerned that he’s undergoing from a poor health. When I got in his room my heart raised and kept thumping on my chest. I noticed him lying there with bandages all over his body. I felt sorry for him. All this time I was blaming him of overlooking me while his being diagnosed. I had a talk with his mom and she told me what had happened to him. She assumed that he was crossing the street while he was writing in a book and a truck had hit him. That book was sadly addressed to me, it has no title its cover is blank. I opened it and started reading the first page.

September 17, 200*

“This is the day I left.” I thought.

Katherine left today. I’m so upset to see her leave. That’s why I didn’t go to the airport at all. But I tried to go realizing that I had to confess my love for her before she leaves but I was too late. I’m going to miss her so bad. All the good times we had will never be forgotten. I wish I could come with her. I love her so very much.

My tears started falling. I admired him. I was in awe. He made a diary for me starting with the day I left. And what mostly saddened me is the fact that he loved me too. I scanned through pages and read the last page he had written on.

March 26, 200*

I can’t wait for Kath to see what I had done for her. I hope she’ll like it. I just miss her so bad. I wish she was here right now in my arms holding me tight and wishing she wouldn’t be away anymo ---

And it was cut right there. I couldn’t imagine the scene how it happened. I saw a glimpse of him again and a tear fell on my cheeks. I hold his hand so tight. That time I had wished that I hadn’t left and be with him throughout this tough time. There was this throb in my chest. I scanned again and all the other pages are blank. A letter dropped when I was about to close it.

Dear Kath,

If you are done reading my diary I want you to fill out the other half of this book. I miss you so bad, Kath. I’m sorry if I keep missing your calls I was just too busy with work. Yeah, Kath I’m working now so I could surprise you and go there and maybe finish my school there. I can’t wait to see you soon. I’m also sorry that it took me 2 years to get this to you its just that I didn’t know your address there and I had to look for your relatives to tell me your address, and about the email thing I tried to email you back but our computer is really messed up; I ought to get the fix sometime so I could email you. I’m really sorry if you thought that I don’t care about you, I do. I really do. I love you since the first day we met it’s just that I was too scared to confess because it might ruin our friendship and that I think that you only think of me as a brother. I love you Kath, I love you with all my heart and I’m sacrificing everything just to be with you.

With Love,
Sam

By the time I was done reading his letter. I heard a beep it was coming from him. I was stunned. I dropped the book and ran towards him and started calling the nurse.

“Stay with me please, stay with me… don’t leave me please. I can’t let you leave me. Please. I. Love. You.” I cried as the tears fell. I was shaking. I didn’t want him to die. I didn’t want him to leave me. I want him to be here by my side comforting me, and telling me that it was all a joke. But it’s not a joke. It’s reality. He’s dead and here I am living my life through pages in the diary. I filled the rest of the book. I even started a new book since it couldn’t hold all my memories and thoughts of him. And I will always remember him. How he had been a good friend. How he helped me through bad times. How he loved me so much that I didn’t want to let go. I will not forget him. He had been the best inspiration of my life. He is the best of friend anyone could ever have. I will not forget him. I love him.

“C’mon Kath, were going to be late for school!” Mark shouted through our front door. Mark had been my friend since the day I first came to his school. He had been a good friend, almost as good as Sam. He kind of reminds me of Sam. Sometimes when I'm with Mark, I kind of think that Sam sent him to guide me and to be with me just like he did for me when he was alive.oming!” I shouted back. This is a fresh new start and a beginning of an ideal friendship. Or so I thought.

love!

IT'S 7TH GRADE..

I stared at the girl next to me... She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S JUNIOR YEAR..

My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... I Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S SENIOR YEAR..

The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neiter of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...

IT'S PROM NIGHT..

After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

IT'S GRADUATION DAY..

A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...

IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER..

Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" an drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wantd her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

YEARS PASSED..

I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...

merentas desa

korg penat, aku x penat. haha. pdn mke. aku lah perempuan melayu terakhir, oh yeahh! haha. mse jln, makan2 dlu, tgu dak2 ni ano dlu, mak aihh bpk lembab. aku golek2 jp kt petronasm ustaz halim dtg halau2. haha. ciput n da geng mkn megi la bagai. jam je aku haha.

die ensem

haaaaaaaa die sgt ensem teruje aku from last year whooo hahahabahahha weee

hoo

korg jgn aaa abg tu ensem sgt tuu ahahaha sukesuke abg ensem hahaa

once upon a time

tomorrow is MERENTAS DESA DAY. OMG. hahahahaa. my legs are not okay. so how im going to survive? im gonna die die die die die hahaha (physco gile). om god pls help me. b4 i die, i want abg hafiz(captain abdul malik) to go to da prom with me hahahahhahaa :)) he's soo handsome. i voted fr u abg! haha. wee woo. my mum allowed me to go to da prom after pmr whoot whoot weee excited gile nk pmr haahaa

midbeli haha :D

bgnbgn pkul 7 and ajk tira pegi jog but she refused. nk tgk katun pny psl. sambung tido, bgn pkul 11 siap pegi midvalley. hahaha. otw tuu bace bku panas salju hahaha. mama tgu kt gloria jeans. igt nk crik kasut kje makngah, g crocs, hush puppies sume xde size. kaki mak kecik sgt! haha. okayokay. went to empro to shape my eyebrow. haha. bak kate hisan, Aishah K :) haha. kau ejek aku pun bukan aku kesahh. haha.


balik pkul 1, babi nye cine mabok =.= hahahahaha. balikbalik terus on kejap then tidur (: haha

wish you were here<3

miss you

to a friend, i miss you. you coloured my life twice. in f1 & f2 and i really appreciate it. thanks fr always being there fr me. i know, ur busy with your bestfriends but its okay. hope u enjoy your life and get 8A's :)

a story

once upon a time, there was a cute girl named *****. she lives with humans in the city. she loves her boyfriend. her boyfriend was a toyol. hahahahahahahahahahhahahhahahhaha. toyol=green hahahahhahahhhahahhaa

aku tension ni

TENSION MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH

booo

weh pehal ko bodoh naa? aku online kau tak online. babibetul. penat aku on.aku bukan suko naa nk on ni. aku tgu ko on je. awat ke bodoh na ko tuh haha

hoi hoi

these are im gonna do when i get 8A's (teruje bai)

1. melompat2 cm orang gilaa

2. guling2 kt tapak perhimpunan?
3.derma duit PMR tu kt GAZA. not all but some haha

4. i dun know. what say you? haha

new class :D

3izzuddin? or u may call it a nerd class. everyone seems to be quiet and i am all alone. i think teacher put me in the wrong class bcz im a talkative student n i always make noise in class. damn! hahaaha. but i still have friends, tashya,shahran and shira. tq :D tashya, u coloured my life when u talk wif me in d class! hahahaha. somehow, im in a good class.

1. Melewar
2. Abu Bakar (GTH arr. korg dak french haha)
3. Muzzafar
4. Izzuddin
5. Alauddin
6. Iskandar

Iskandar is the most noisest class ever. too much of jembalang there, i mean the boys. haha.

p/s: ade budak cute in my class. :P

2008

January;
masuk kls 2Mel? gaga. deskmate dgn syiqah. nasy && narissa sat behind us.
1st day je syiqa da tertidur mse class ckgu roslan

February;
merajuk dgn pkcu? hahahhaa. the bimbonies started the war ;p
perjanjian 2 Melewar.

March;
cuti kejapp kan? haha. pergi camping. somebody ran away from home! haha

April;
ckgu pisang, ily n imy. bile ckgu nk dtg blk?
love month? mampos la kau! curse on you! haha.

May;
bimbonies, nasyrah created a nice name fr u.

June;
cuti. start rpt dgn fel rsenye :)

July;
ape aku buat july?

August;
my birthday

September;
perang je tiap2 hari. penat btul. haha

October;
pang! pang! ggaga. 2 times huh? keco gile ;p
pdn mke kau. aku plak asyik kne kaunseling. babi kau
curse on u!

november;
byebye school

december;
pindah sekola, mohon balek sekola.
keje gile lg. gaga :)

wishlist 09 aggagaga

-cut my hair
-khatam sume buku PMR
-kumpul duit
-kuruskan badan (smpai 47kg)
-single smpai abes ekola? haha
-get 8A's (money is waiting fr me)
-taknak bergaul dgn org? haha
-kwn dgn budak pandai/baik je? hahahahaha
-hangout dgn dalilah,tashya,nina selalu :P
-xnk jd physco, gila :P
-jd pendiam
-online sebulan sekali

tu je kot. bye :)

daulat tuanku :D

finally, they chose tuanku mukhriz ibni almarhum tuanku munawir. i was expecting putera laxamana naqieyuddin to be the king but its ok. tuanku mukhriz deserves it. he had waited to be the king of n.s. for 41 years since 1967. when tuanku munawir died in 1967, tuanku jaafar, his brother replaced him. DAULAT TUANKU :)

a conversation

aishah : makk. aishah ngantok la. nk tdo bole?
makngah : xboleh. nnt kang termiss plak midvalley
aishah : yelah.
mak : bibir kamu ni kering. pkai la lip ice.
aishah : last sekali aishah beli 4 years ago ngehhh
mak : pkai la lipgloss kamu
aishah : ok kejap nk carik (kt sebelah ade sorg boy tgh tdo. quite handsome gak ar)
aishah : (pandang kt boy tu) tidur diam2. (sbb dlm beg ade bnde2 pelik)
mak: ok la tu
aishah: mak. bibir aishah besar ke?
mak:tak

aishah: (kt bandar tasik selatan)mak, kt bandar tasik selatan ade tasik ke mak?
mak:carik la kt internet
aishah:mak. kan bgs ktm ni ade wifi
mak: ktm mane ade wifi
aishah:hmnn. mak mak. nape kte kne belaja science mak? biala sape nk blaja sc tu die blaja
mak: ok. listen. nape klu mse kilat2, kte pkai air, rse mcm ade elektrik
aishah:ntah la mak
mak:tu gne nye sc
aishah: oh. mak mak. nape kte kne blaja sejarah?
mak: sbb kte kne tau la.
aishah: mak mak. td aishah bace bku sejarah
mak: oh really?
aishah: ha ah. aishah bc smbil tgk cte sepi
mak:kamu btul ke blaja ni? cube cte sket
aishah: bisikku pada bulan, pulangkan temanku, kasihku, syurgaku bla3 (aku mulekan sajak2 aku haha)
mak: mak da agak da. kamyu bukan blaja pun
aishah: ehh. aishah blaja. aishah bace 1 baris je page 1 tu
mak: mak tau
aishah: mak mak. nape kte kne blaja geog?
mak: heh! kamu tau ke seremban bhgn mane?
aishah: barat.(bantai je)
mak: kamu ni. pegi search kt internet
aishah:kt sni xde wifi
mak: balik karang laa
aishah: ok ok. mak mak. (tgk cermin ktm tu mcm belang2 xtau nape) mak tau x, haritu kan zebra terlanggar train ni
mak: mane kamu tau?
aishah: sbb cermin tu mcm belang(act die wap haha)
mak: ohh. mak nk bkk klinik la. mcm kaunseling. utk budak2 physco
aishah:laku tu mak
mak: ha ah. kamu tu kan physco hahaha
aishah: hmn. mak mak. kwn aishah die pegi indon. dlm kapal terbang kan...(aku cite ape yg aku bace kt blog abg abdullah) agagag
mak: haha. lwk btul
aishah: pastu kan kwn mama kan die gado ngan mat salleh. then die ckp kt mat saleh tu, SANTAU kang. terus mat saleh tu senyap
mak: hahah. tah pape. mse mak kt italy, dorg x layan org ckp speak in english. mse tu mak nk due burger, mak ckp perak. die paham. mak ckp nk duwe burger. then die ckp ok. haha
aishah: hahahaha lawak la mak.
mak:bile besa nk jd ape?
aishah: aishah pun xtau la. nk bukak salun la mak. (ktorg bincang secret idea ktorg hahaha)
mak: ok la tu
aishah: aishah nk amek sc ke x?
mak: suke ht kamulah
aishah: hmn. mak mak. nape kan zmn skrg ni org main santau2. mse kne jajah xde plak dorg santau2.
mak: dorg bangang time tu
aishah: ohh. x gne btul org jepun tu. (pandang keliling) nasib bek xde org jepun kt sni
mak: tu la. kamu ni byk ckp. ok da smpai midvalley.
aishah: yay yay! da smpai. wee wee wooo wooo
mak: cpt lahh!
aishah: ok. mak kte nek lif nak? mls nk nek tangge
mak:kamu ni pemalas btul
aishah:yelahh.

hehehe. mse dlm train, mmg ktorg gelak terkekek2. sume pandang but who cares? haha

selamat menyambut maal hijrah

:) hahahahahaha. semalam aku dtg kl, bli beg bru. hopefully x same mcm syiqa sbb aku bli nike gak. tu pun kne pkse sbb midvalley dh nk tutup. aku mntk roxy but buruk bona, aku bli purse die je. haha. aku pegi gloria jeans lepak2. then aku tny ar bli uniform bla3 ok then balik rmh. pg ni aku bgn mandi mkn pegi jj yg bru bkk tuu. haha. g mkn kt wendy's. die bg sos thousand island tu skit gile pdhl aku order 3 salad. pe lg, aku pegi buat mke physcho kt counter tu mntk. hahahaha. die cpt2 kasi smpai bdk counter tu terjatuh sbb nk cpt. haha. then pegi jusco bli brg2 dapur. mama amek sotong n suruh pegi timbang. ok la. pegi2 name sotong tu sotong panjang. akau punt tny la abg tu, abg abg. xde sotong pendek ke? then die ckp sotong pendek da abes dek. haha. pastu aku da hilang ingatan ape aku buat ptg td. yg aku igt aku da tdo. hahaa ni bru bgn n mkn :D

new school

arini aku rse hari paling sedih kot. apsal sume org buat aku cmni? aku senangkan orang but susahkan diri aku sendiri. right nw, im no longer a georgian. sume psl nk puas kan ht org kan? pdhl aku sndiri yg sedih. nnt aku xtau la msuk skola bru cmne. sume baru. xde org nk jage aku kt skola, xde geng nk knekan org, xde geng nk mkn mcm org gile, xde geng nk gelak mcm bodoh. xdpt lg nk kacau ckgu roslan, xdpt nk manje dgn ckgu maimon. x dpt ktuk zack lg....ntah sume xleh. hopefully aku happy ar kt sane, ade kwn kann. so xde la aku alone :'( i hope sooo

say goodbye

i have a lot of problems n i cant solve it. babi gilaa. i feel like im in hell, living with all the stupid monsters dat wanna eat me.. i feel like its hard to continue my journey . why is it so hard for me to accept the fate? i lost my love, i lost my friends n rite now im losing myself. i am such a loser. how am i going to continue my journey? grr GOD please help me. d0 i still have my friends? love, r u still with me? sometimes i feel like i wanna die because i am loser. im afraid of everything. yeah im stupid. i always cry, cry, cry n cry over again. du-uh. yeah. maybe i should start a new life kan? byebye friends n love. im not gonna cry this time.

masak lagi

heh, my grandfather is coming back! so i woke up early in the moring n cooked fr lunch. hmnn the black pepper chicken was delicious. nothing much to say byebye.

masak

guys, sorry for not writing for a long time(it's just a few days :P) okay. i had a long journey for today(apehal mcm story book ni? haha). i woke up at 11.57 (awal gilaa kan?) haaha. my aunty asked me to cook as usual. haha. luckily, it's my uncle rest day so he helped me to cook. KARI AYAM && BUBUR JAGUNG(cmne aku tau masak? mesra.net) okay. let's start with chicken curry first. :)

firstly, peel some onions and potatoes.be careful!

so, here it is!

next, i helped my uncle to find some daun pandan. heee. i had to go to the haunted jungle behind my house. uuu~ scary

OMG. semak gile kan. my grandma must be mad at me when she's back. haha. i didn't clean 'the jungle' since she's not home. hehee

I searched for the daun pandan.......

ohh finally! i found it but it was a lil bit scary so i called my uncle;

Me :"Pakyang! Pakyang! Da jumpe daun pandan but semak gilaaa ar kat sini."

Pakyang :"Ye kejap, pakyang datang ni."

Aiman :"Chaaaaaaaa!"(sebok je budak kecik ni)

This is daun pandan. It was for bubur jagung; not my chicken curry:P

after that, blend bawang! oh yeah! hahaha(muke budak bangun tidur terus masak haha)

this is bubur jagung. sedap bai!

then sambung masak chicken curry. i was all alone because my aunt pergi tgk katun kt depan =.=" chicken curry okay la, pergi letak air kosong je . suddenly baru teringat. where's the santan?? haha. ni curry special punye. tak pakai santan but still delicious wei!

then opah balik rumah n asked me for the lunch.

opah : pemalas, masak tak arini?

me : masak. sedap opah. cucu opah yg cute ni masak hehehehehehee

opah : perasan!

sent opah to hospital at 4. mandi pkul 3.30 wahaahhahahaa

after dat terus pergi secret recipe, jaya jusco. kacau makyang kerja. hehehee kite bawak anak die sekali. huru hara gila. aiman n annie pergi panjat kaunter. hahah padan mke makyang:P

me n makngah plak pergi pusing2 jj, heee. pakyang jage adik laa, ktorg je asyik jage mwahahahhahahaa. then balik secret recipe, mintak makyang belanje. heheeeee :)

okay. now im home :)

woooh panjang gila this time huh? heee

mimpi

whooot smlm tdo awl gile then bgn lmbt lg =.= tuu pun sbb tertido atas farisha n baby tu dh nk mati bru bgn hahaha :)) okay mimpi? yeahh mimpi psl a boy haha. act da lame mimpi psl die suddenly terjmpe die haha. dh lame x jmpe yeah. hahahahaha. da knl lame kan? more than 7 years? hahahaa ye la agaknye.

dalilah:D

okay la nnt i bwk u eh pegi tgk wayang, this is what we called lesbo-date. hoi aku busy sbb budak2 lah. haha lgpun aku x byk mkn sgt pun. kau reply ah ;p

cook cook

woke up at 10 then kemas rmh bla3. org tnb dtg ckp nk tka cabel electric so xde electric. aku rse mcm nk sepak org uh. ahha. pegi dapur , masak! haha. aku masak bubur hotdog+burger. haha gile delicious smpai kne msk lg sbb xckup ;) haha .

hahahahhahahhaha pelik kan? tu pun x ckup, masak lagi!

hebat en aku? *puk puk puk haha*

the end

ordinary day :)

okay bgn lmbt lmbt lmbt lg! haha. tgktgk sume org xde kt rmh tinggal kanak2 riang. haha. buat susu bg farisha then rase mcm nk nangis sbb rmh bersepah. haha. suro la si orang2 kecik kemas rmh, aku tgk tv bg farisha minum susu. suddenly, aku bau busuk and terasa angin. bengong pny baby. da la aku sorg kne basuh berak die. heh sengal pny bdk. aku pun call la mak die ckp anak die berak. die pun ckp la xkn aunty nk blk kje semata2 nk bsuh berak farisha? aku gelak jela. huuuuuuuuuuuh mcm orang gile dlm blik air. busokkk gile :0 haha. then aiman pecahkan cawan, ina pecahkan botol yg air sabun tiup2 jd belon tu, annie muntah sbb gelak2 ape lg?? duhh last sekali aku nangis mcm budak kecik. pakcu mcm xdgr sbb die pengsan men game. hahahaa. last2 die keluar bilik gak tny nape aku nangis. die pun bg la farisha minum susu bla3 pakyang blk. orang2 kecik sume keja daddy dorg. aku tgk la tv wahahahahahaahaaha :))

a trip to hospital :)

aunty sakinah hntr ank die today at 8 n i was sleeping. okay la. aku bwk anak die tidur beside me. i said to her "farisha, akk ngantuk. kite tdo jom". haha. memang serious lamaaa tdo. pkul 12 bru ktorg bgn. heheheheheee. makngah pun da mengamok sbb ajar baby tu kaki tdur;p haha. then online, body scrub bla3 with makngah, bagi baby susu then tidur lagi. haha. pkul 4, pegi hospital and tgk atuk xde dlm blik die including the katil etc2. aku pun menjerit MAKNGAH, ATOK KNE CULIK ALIEN. ni psl tgk wayang smlm ni la. haha. datang la nurse, die ckp atok adik kne pindah wad sebelah sbb nk polish lantai. aku pun OMG malu gile babi. haha. okay la. then opah ckp aunty dawisah pun msuk wad gak. suruh g tgk. i was like yelaaa. then turun bla3 naik balik at 7. dorg nk msuk balik wad 7C(2). heee. dorg nk angkat sofa then aku tny la, klu saye naik ni boleh tak? then korang angkat laa. opah plak aishah! duduk diam2 boleh tak. ggagaag yelaaa :) balik at 9 and here i am :)

a day

today, i was hangout with a couple at JJ ;p uuuu~ we passed by a fastfood restaurant and i asked tashya, where is the handsome boy? and she said, maybe die tak masuk kerja lagi kot. okay la jalan2 suddenly nmpk itu budak. i was like OMG OMG OMG OMG. hahaha. smiling sorang2 sampai balik ;p haha. we watched The Day The Earth Stood Still. The movie takde kaitan langsung dengan title die i think :) Mase nak start, ade la a group ni buat bising. aku pun WOI SENYAP AR. terus senyap. hehe. SORRY. lps tu balik pegi GH. kan nak tgk atok. pening kepala tengok budak2 sume ade and I HAD TO BROUGHT THEM HOME. gile pening dalam teksi. haha. okay balik rumah tukar baju and sembahyang. then terus online. mase online pulak, sume orang was like annoying. BABI TENSION SIAL. I'm single and I love it. xpayah nak tny bile aku nak ade boyfriend boleh tak? Just make it simple okay :) Awwww. I'm missing someone. Dah a few days tak contact. I won't contact him/her. Pandai die lah ;p hehe.

leparking

haha. today? leparking with my neighbour. she used my ms to chat with azrul! wtf? haha. she prentended to be me n asked azrul to be her(me) boyfriend! grr.

haha

smlm bday party syiqa? whooot best gile ;)
men poison box laa paling best and jht giler. evil nasyrah. I'd to dance with shahran. bangang giler. mke da la cm bangang. dmm lg. x aci kau x kne men weh.haha. then cpl blk dgn muz then clash hahahahahahahahahahahaha :)) and syiqa's neighbour. ohh~ gile hot. n aku pun buat mke x malu g tny adik die, single lagi x, then sis die ckp x. rmai gle frust. hahahahahahaha

todayyy

It's already 2 am and I'm still not sleepy. I want to be a sleepy head like Aqil. Orang tua kaki tidur :P

haha. Boring ar. Tadi conference then bla3. WTF! Najia menggatal :P haha. Ijam akak nyer ar. haha. Then dapat kawan baru lagi. 4 orang kan? haha. bangga ni dapat kawan lagi. Haha. Malas ar nak type ag. ByeBye

heh babi

Who the hell posted the stupid thing on my cbox? Huhu. But I just want you to know, who cares? Kau memalukan diri sendiri je. Bukan aku. Haha. Yesterday, I watched Antoo Fighter with my brother, Hafiz Hakim. The movie was kinda bored. maybe 3 stars for the movie ;) Then, the gang in front of my seat pulak mcm gayat, so I was like; bising betul. aku baling popcorn ni kang. My bro was like; Aishah. senyap laa. OKAY. I senyap. suddenly, who the call misscalled me ntah mcm bodo. Okay. Bla3 balik at 9? haha. tak mandi pun and terus online. rmai online whoot! buzzing lagi. sampai kene headache. Off to bed at 2.30. Consider awal to me. haha. Tu pun after kene mrh with someone. haha. okay la. dats all. byebye

a new comment?

Aqil Adam: over the rainbow tu klaka

aishah :): comel la

Aqil Adam: klaka la..

Aqil Adam: hahahaha

aishah :): yela. klaka la

aishah :): gelak la

Aqil Adam: yup

Aqil Adam: tu persatuan gay

Aqil Adam: 'gay'

Aqil Adam: hahahaha

Aqil Adam: 

aishah :): suke ht la

aishah :): gelak la

aishah :): x kesah

aishah :): haha

Aqil Adam: 

Aqil Adam: hahaha

Aqil Adam: emo

Aqil Adam: la tu

aishah :): tak emo pun

Aqil Adam: huu

Aqil Adam: simple

Aqil Adam: tp smart

aishah :): gelak la

aishah :): hah

Aqil Adam: rainbow tu cntik

aishah :): td ckp gay

Aqil Adam: x..

Aqil Adam: i ade tgk satu cite tu

Aqil Adam: die msk satu kleb

Aqil Adam: kelab

Aqil Adam: ke;ab tu oever the rainbow

Aqil Adam: kelab tu kelb gay

Aqil Adam: hahahaha

grr. i ain't emo punn x) 

wtvr.

hell yeah. I'm kinda bored tonight. Not sure when i'm gonna off to bed. haha. Rite nw, I'm chatting with my friend(he's kinda weird. he likes my lips. haha) Suhail. haha. 

aishah :): hhehe

aishah :): kjp

aishah :): aku tgh edit template aku

aishah :): ko on smpai ble

SuhAiL YeaH!: xtau

aishah :): xngantok?

SuhAiL YeaH!: sampai bapak aku mrah

SuhAiL YeaH!: 

SuhAiL YeaH!: ngantuk r jgak

aishah :): bpk ko mn

aishah :): ahah

SuhAiL YeaH!: ko dah nk offline ke?

haha. seriously,i have  no work to do. I'm addicted to webcam, people! haha. my webcam is available for certain people only but mostly, my webcam is available for dalilah, my bestfriend, kan. haha. aku byk cte psl kau plak today. nvm. haha. yea. i told Suhail about my friendster but he ignored me.xgne. haha. I'd deleted my friendster people because it's bored to me :P haha. what else i'm gonna say? off to bed? haha. not yet. my eyes are still fresh(hell poyo). 

now its the time. off to bed people. goodnight. sweet dreams.

with love,

aishah :)

today again? haha

He's Aqil, 16, TTJ and single ;)

haha. dalilah, welcome to the club. haha. the blogger club. as her new post, she was talking about me. so, now i'm going to talk about her. ouh. her name is dalilah and she's 14. yea i know. she's taller than me but i'm still tall okay :D haha. back to the topic. we'd never been in the same class anyway. haha. syg, kite start rpt bila? haha. ok. about that abdullah.hell  yeah. he's promoting my phone number to everyone. haha. THANKS ABANG. haha. 

okay. about the kentot thingy, haha. i love to say that disgusting word such as kentot(fart) and another word that we used when we go to the 'kamar kecil'. haha. nothing interesting happened today.haha. 

bored gila babi

ntahh xde bnde nk wt. ngahaha. sorry fr treating u lyk ur mine eventhough ur not. :(

wahaha

boring nyerrr :D

nk offline laa.

babai :D

haha

gilaaa XD

survey. boring baii :D

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?

single

2) Are you happy with where you are?

yes, maybe

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?

perhaps

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?

always

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where if they cheated on you and you are planning to dump them then

hah??

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?

just forgive and forget okay

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?

always! gaga

8) Do you want children?

sure

9) How many?

a twins

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?

just confess je la

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?

not really but in the end, mmg gile satisfied laa

13) Do you want someone you cant have?

hmnn

14)Do you believe love at first sight exists?

maybe

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniverseries?

yeahh

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?

perhaps

17) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?

in paris eventhough kak tini ckp busuk

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?

hmnn. not sure

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldnt?

ahhhh always

20) Have you ever broken a heart?

not sure

21) Would you ever fight over a guy/girl?

of course not.

today?

haha. tiade yang menarik yea. saya merindui abang saya, muhd hilmi . di manakah anda? haha. 

haha. arini mkn skit saje. xmau gemok XD

haha. boring laa.xtau nk buat ape. sume org offline. yang tak best je online ape kessss?

aha. blog abg azhari lawak gile babeng :P

haha. nth pape die merepek. nahhh just cut the crap. yeah im kinda bored here. help me pls?
hahahaha. bye bye

whoot :D

what would you do if I?

1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I asked you on a date:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?
9. i asked u out?


::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Body:

::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Go on a date with me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?

::AND MORE::
28. Who are you?
29. Are we friends?
30. When and how did we meet?
31. Describe me in one word:
32. What was your first impression?
33. Do you still think that way about me now?
34. What reminds you of me?
35. If you could give me anything what would it be?
36. How well do you know me?
37. When's the last time you saw me?
38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
39. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

oh yes.

today aku rse mcm babi gile ah xtau npe

mmg babi pny babi pny babi laaa