Demam?

Sumpah aku jem gile ar arini. Aku nk study ni tapi demam pulak. Dah 2 hari. To shahira; Aku rase dah tak marah lg kot, but next time jgn buat lagi eh? Erm. Aku tibe2 teringat pulak psl last year, aku betrayed sorang kawan aku ni. Aku pun tktau nape aku buat cmtu? Marah? Aku pun dah tak igt la :( But seriously I AM SORRY. ermmm nothing much to say, pagi ni aku bgn awl gile n aku tdo lmbt gile smlm, Demam pny psl. Grrrr :(( Cmne ni? study pun tkbyk sgt. Ni buat aku rase mcm ARGHH nk bunuh orang ni HAHA. Pagi2 lagi dah kene ceramah psl aku mcm tkblh accept the fact yg aku dah ade step-father. urghh cmne la ni mlm karang diorang balik and I am not happy. Memang la die baik but kalau korang pun, susah nak accept the fact rite? Same goes to me. Aku taktau la nape haritu aku marah sgt kt step-father aku tu. Lagipun, mama asyik dgn die je. Kalau Mama nk aishah pggl die papa ke so wtvr, tlg la. I wont. Aishah ade one father only and nobody can replace him. Lantak la Mama nk ckp ape, Aishah tak pedulik. Mama nk kawen bukan Aishah kesah sgt pun, tp tlg la jgn macam2 dgn Aishah, sampai one day Aishah tk mengaku mama tu mama aishah sudah la. Dont force me to do something that i dun want to, please okay? Till then, byebye.