I'm not a girl, not yet a woman

Hi, I got A for my Sejarah(bangge). ermmmmmmmm dah hbs. BYE. hahaa.

cuti sekolah dah nak habis dah, padan muka, aku study sikit sikit je, yeah. jumpa kt library every weekend, byebye<3

love, AISHAH

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When she walks away from you angrily - [Follow her]
When she stares at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hits you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she starts cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her that you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignores you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lays her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steals your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a
night]
When she teases you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she says that she likes you - [she really does more than you could
understand]
When she grabs at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bumps into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHE'S HURTING INSIDE] <= damn true When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away] When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers] When she repostthis somewhere in the bulletin/blog- [she wants you to read it] - Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything - DON'T let her have the last word - NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better - Say you love her more than she could ever love you - Argue that she is the best girl ever - WHen she's mad hug her tight and don't let go - When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her - When she says she's sorry, she truly means it - Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her - Call her before you sleep and after you wake up - Treat her like she's all that matters to you - Tease her and let her tease you back - Stay up all night with her when she's sick - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid - Give her the world - Let her wear your clothes - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her - Let her know she's important - Kiss her in the pouring rain && When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

Random

Heyy baby! Here's 10 facts about me that I think you should know :)

1) My real real name is Siti Aishah binti Abdul Halim.

2) I live in a small town

3) I am fat.

4) I love my bestfriends.

5) I am a student

6) I have two brothers and a sister(Felisa)

7) ngek mu aku xtau ppe ag dah

A new girlfriend? haha congrats. He got over me, I think. bla3

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I'm happy with my life now.......... Can you please just go away? I don't need you. seriously. I don't need you and I hate you.. END.

boo

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?

Crushing

2) Are you happy with where you are?

Nope.

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?

Heee :)

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?

always

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where if they cheated on you and you are planning to dump them then

hah??

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?

A big NO

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?

:)

8) Do you want children?

sure

9) How many?

a football team

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?

just confess je la

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?

not really but in the end, mmg gile satisfied laa

13) Do you want someone you cant have?

.....:(

14)Do you believe love at first sight exists?

maybe

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniverseries?

yeahh

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?

tak kot.

17) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?

Kat rumah

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?

:)

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldnt?

ahhhh always

20) Have you ever broken a heart?

..... :(

21) Would you ever fight over a guy/girl?

of course not.

BaBooN

HI NI NASYRAH!

aishah soh update kn blog die sbb die pye tgn gemok sgt sampai xlarat nk type.

hahahaahaahahahhaahahahaha

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dah dah nasyraah dah balik 8.15pm

whooah penat arini sume salahmu nasyrah penat sial aku puseng2 Midvalley arini

dah la aku x dapek jumpo someone yang aku nk jumpo , sengal betul

I LOVE YOU

Harini tengok 2 movies sekali, haha first Syurga Cinta, second Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak.

haha bapak sakai, met naim for the first time, apa lagi? The best day of my life? haha agak la ;)

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WEH,I LOVE YOU LAA SENGAL

A day with Syazana

Okay, kitorang buat folio Sejarah and Geografi. Yeah, sikit lagi nakk siap. Syazana lepak kt bilik aku, kitorang les les kejap then buat folio ;) Kitorang byk habiskan masa cakapp je and call orang, dah la PMR lagi 3 months, apa ni syazana =D but it's better than nothing kan? (bodo nye borakborakborak je) haha syazana told me about the guy haha like I care ;p haha syazana, better not to be friends with him. he is sooo gay :D Bapak jahat sial aku ;D 

tata.

Hey Monday

It's already 2.32a.m. and I AM NOT SLEEPY at all. God, I want to sleep but I couldn't. I'm thinking of someone, I guess. haha i know it sounds stupid but who cares gagaga :D BOOM! There's another friend request :) 

WHO THE ____ is he? Letak pic sendiri la pandai, I won't approve you. wahahaha, 

Okay, let's talk my top friends. These are my top friends<3>

Syafiq,

Hmnn he's just a friend of mine. Kitorang tiada apa-apa lah, haha.

Syazana,

She's my deskmate yang tercintaa<3>

Dalilah,

Kita kawan since form 1 kan, she's really tall and she is single baby! haha. she's pretty , what else can I say? I love you, Jenglot <3

Felisa,

She's my sister. Her full name is Felisa Amelia. She's a form 2 student. Dia nie friendly gila, I love you adik.

Anis,

My neighbour sebelah rumah. Aku selalu pergi rumah dia and tibai maggi. Adoi , lapar laaa. kak anis, nak maggi?

Faris,

OhMyGod. He is handsome, cute, wahhh what else can I say? die cakap die handsome so dia handsome lah kann? 

Sani,

err. err. haha. budak sekolah,tujuhbelas and sombong+jahat+gay? HAHA

Shira,

haha budak hot nie bai. Dia sama kelas dengan aku haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ly babe

dahdah. yang lain-lain esok sambung. penat laaa byebye 

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erm, tell me the truth, did you ever love me? 

Ashikin's Wedding

HAHA, mmg best lah reef nyanyi, GO REEF. Oh yeah, malam tu tidur rmh opahcu but macamm xde space je so aku pun buat bangang dengan pakcu ayish, bwk keluar sofa, letak kt dpn rmh then baring atas sofa. haha, bajet mcm romantic je pandang bulan tuu 0.0 haha. pastu pakcu ayish nak masuk, aku duduk la luar sorang2. ntahla x takut ;p okay bla3 masuk dlm sbb mlm da

 pkul 2a.m. cmtu. xde space wehh nk tdo. aku pun g dapur. nampak pakcu ayish then aku terus baring sebelah die. haha muka xtau malu je. 

moi; pakcuu. xde tempat tdo

pakcu; xpela, aishah tdo dgn pakcu. meh budakkk

yeah i just miss the old days. haha mase kecik2 dlu kann aku rapat dengan pakcu aku tu sbb beze 4 tahun je. haha :) so mcm adek-beradek pun ada, haha. aku mmg rpt dgn bapa saudara dan ibu saudara ku. haha :D soo, meet my uncle

His name is Faris, 19 and he's single I think :) haha. He's looking for a girlfriend, anyone? HAHA. or maybe a boyfriend. He loves his guitar and bla3. haha. pakcu, aishah taktau nak promote apa lagi pasal pakcu nie :D He's handsome ;p

I miss you.

Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven

You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer

And now I'm living out my dream

Oh how I wish you could see

Everything that's happening for me

I'm thinking back on the past

It's true that time is flying by too fast

I know you're in a better place, yeah

But I wish that I could see your face, oh

I know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me

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I just miss the old days :(

Hey Man

Hey there! Meet my sister , Felisa Amelia. She's a great sister. I love youu sister and I really do, mwah mwah.

Um, to a guy, do you want to know something? I ____ youu, man! Aku ni macam bodo je waiting for you tapi kauu? HAHAHA lawak kan? lawak

Thanks :)

Ouhhh , I really want to watch this movie. macam best saje. haha. sape nk belanja aku tgk movie nie? hahaha. BAPAK BODO.

Synopsis

"Syurga Cinta" is about the love between two people with different ideologies, a Muslim boy named Irham (Awal Ashaari) who lives a very modern, Western lifestyle, and a Muslim girl named Syuhadah (Heliza AF5) who faithfully follows the teachings of Islam in our modern society. When their two worlds collide, they face issues and confrontations that both of them have yet to learn and understand from each other.

I'm only fooling myself

I stop to catch my breath

And I stop to catch your eye

No need to second-guess

That you've been on my mind

well I dream days away, but that's okay

It's like I want to hear a silent sound

And then hold it in my hand

But a rose won't blossom from a ground

Of desert sand, but I like to pretend that

One day I'll turn around, I'll see your hand reach out

I'm only fooling myself, yea yea yea

But maybe when you smile

It means you'd stay awhile

Just maybe you'd save me now

I'm only foolin myself, yea yea yea

I'm only foolin myself.

Well, now it's etched in stone

That I can't survive alone

You have the missing piece

That I need so desperately

Yes, I slip away to a day that'll never come

It's like a splash of water to my face

When I suddenly realize

That you could never find a place

For me in your eyes, and I don't know why I keep thinking

One day I'll turn around, I'll see your hand reach out

I'm only fooling myself, yea yea yea

But maybe when you smile

It means you'd stay awhile

Just maybe you'd save me now

I'm only foolin myself, yea yea yea

I'm only foolin myself.

It's love in disguise

I'm lost in your eyes

Lost in your eyes

One day I'll turn around, I'll see your hand reach out

I'm only fooling myself, yea yea yea

But maybe when you smile

It means you'd stay awhile

Just maybe you'd save me now

One day I'll turn around, I'll see your hand reach out

I'm only fooling myself, yea yea yea

But maybe when you smile

It means you'd stay awhile

Just maybe you'd save me now

I'm only foolin myself, yea yea yea

I'm only foolin myself.

I'm only foolin myself, yea yea yea

yea, save me now.

Tagged By Pak Sako

Tagged by Pak Sako. Who the hell is Pak Sako? haha He's a friend of mine. :)

List 10 things/people that you love the most:

@ Family
@ Bestfriends
@ Friends
@ Classmates
@ Schoolmates
@ Handphone
@ Money
@ Jaya Jusco , Seremban 2 (HAHA)
@ TV
@ Bantal Busuk aku

List 10 things/people that you hate the most:

@ Backstabber
@ UPSR, PMR, SPM
@ Orang murtad, (huuu)
@ Hantu
@ Pontianak
@ Budak bajet? HAHA
@ Budak yang malas nk study mcm aku ;)
@ ________
@ _________

@ ________

List 10 thing that you like to do:

@ Tidur
@ Text dengan kawan
@ Blogging
@ Myspacing
@ Cuci mata ;)
@ Pusing2 satu JJ sorang2
@ Camwhore haha
@ Buli budak nerd?
@ Hangout dengan kawan , jarang sikit
@ Pandang Shira, haha

List 5 things that you hate about your life:

@ selalu kene ditch , oh F
@ sume orang gaduh psl aku, tau la aku comel (amal ajar)
@ primary myspace aku sangat bajet
@ I don't have a boyfriend haha
@ Asyik kene pakse study je :|

What would you do if you mad at someone?
HAHA, kenekan budak tu teruk2 sampai die xnk hidup lg dah , ke nak pindah sekolah ke. wah bagus bagus.

List 5 people that you would like to tag

SHIRA
TASHYA
SYAMIL
DALILAH
FELISA

Big Girls Don't Cry

Oh yes, I am FAKE.

When I'm with you,

eternity is a step away,

my love continues to grow,

with each passing day.

This treasure of love,

I cherish within my soul,

how much I love you...

you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,

I've never felt before,

with each touch of your hand,

I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,

whenever we part,

know I hold you dearly,

deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,

I pray you hold true,

"Forever And Always,

I Will Love You."

U can change the world :D

This song is for a friend of mine:)

I never gone with the wind

Just let it flow

let it take me where it wants to go

'till you open the door there's so much more

i've never seen it before

i was trying to fly

but i couldn't find wings

but you came along and you changed everything

you lift my feet off the ground

you spin me around

you make me crazier crazier

feels like i'm falling

and i, i'm lost in your eyes

you make me crazier crazier crazier

i watched from a distance as you made life your own

every sky was your own kind of blue

and i wanted to know how that would feel

and you made it so real

you showed me something that i couldn't see

you opened my eyes and you made me believe

you lift my feet off the ground

you spin me around

you make me crazier crazier

feels like im falling

and i, i'm lost in your eyes

you make me crazier crazier crazier

ohhhhh

Baby you showed me what living is for

i don't want to hide anymore

you lift my feet off the ground you spin me around

you make me crazier crazier

feels like im falling

and i'm lost in your eyes

you make me crazier crazier crazier

crazier crazier

Lucky

*ugly face, mmuah muuah muaah*

Semua orang macam gayat nampak aku, maybe sebab aku asyik sengih je kot. hahaha ;) Kawan pakcik sangat comel, dia hi aku :D *wink2* bla3 pergi midvalley wearing baju kurung, cool kan? then pergi empro as usual ;) bla3 pergi beli baju then balik.

moi ; (singing)

mama; kamu ni kenape? gile ke?

moi; susah btl la cmni, aishah ni dah la comel

mama; muke buruk badan mcm gajah perasan. mama lagi cantik

moi; mama tu tua, aishah ni lagi la cantik, muda wahahahahhaa

mama ; dah2 picit badan mama

moi;( baling bantal kt mama) okay aishah buat konsert free harini sbb aishah comel

mama;(tutup telinga)betul ke ni anak aku?

moi; mama x nmpk ke muke kite serupe, just aishah lg comel? hahaha

mama; dah diam asyik gelak je gile mama camni.

I need you by my side

I was wrong.

Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes

And the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air

See the lights

See the party, the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you is fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet

You'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Midvalley

Woke up at 7 something, mandi2, tgk xde bnde pulak nk mkn, sengal btl. call kak nis pulak, die mamai2, nk maggi pun susah XD haha. pastu siap2 pergi ktm, pergi midvalley. wei, aku da tgk hannah montana the movie, be jealous ;) pastu balik2, pergi kedai makan, ade orang sebelah aku kene ragut. die mcm heyheyhey , aku fkir die nyanyi ke ape, tgk2 kene ragut. bla3 sampai rumah. end.

Keep On Moving

Pissed off dengan future wife pakcu / Pergi Subang, hntr opah , bla bla bla

Over You

A girl has always wanted to be as pure as an angel,

A voice is heard out of nowhere.

In order to find your own beauty, simply being pure is not enough.

The girl knows the truth

All she has to do is openly divilge her deepest desire and wishes.

It's probably related to her inner ________. :)

Goodbye old me. Hello new me.

Mathematics

I went to school on monday and tuesday for bengkel gilap diamond *wink2* 

Mathematics : 81A *wink* (bapak poyo)

Okay Okay, baik2 dengan semua orang on Monday. Pastu ape lg? Penceramah from SMK Puteri kan? Bole laa faham la jgk ape yang die ckp. BOLE laa kan? crap crap crap byebye. 

Next Best Thing.

Never Going Back to Okay

Everthing's fine. I think so. Hmn, I knw, somebody's going to leave me. All I can say is, goodbye. You're the best. 

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.