say goodbye

i have a lot of problems n i cant solve it. babi gilaa. i feel like im in hell, living with all the stupid monsters dat wanna eat me.. i feel like its hard to continue my journey . why is it so hard for me to accept the fate? i lost my love, i lost my friends n rite now im losing myself. i am such a loser. how am i going to continue my journey? grr GOD please help me. d0 i still have my friends? love, r u still with me? sometimes i feel like i wanna die because i am loser. im afraid of everything. yeah im stupid. i always cry, cry, cry n cry over again. du-uh. yeah. maybe i should start a new life kan? byebye friends n love. im not gonna cry this time.