daulat tuanku :D

finally, they chose tuanku mukhriz ibni almarhum tuanku munawir. i was expecting putera laxamana naqieyuddin to be the king but its ok. tuanku mukhriz deserves it. he had waited to be the king of n.s. for 41 years since 1967. when tuanku munawir died in 1967, tuanku jaafar, his brother replaced him. DAULAT TUANKU :)

a conversation

aishah : makk. aishah ngantok la. nk tdo bole?
makngah : xboleh. nnt kang termiss plak midvalley
aishah : yelah.
mak : bibir kamu ni kering. pkai la lip ice.
aishah : last sekali aishah beli 4 years ago ngehhh
mak : pkai la lipgloss kamu
aishah : ok kejap nk carik (kt sebelah ade sorg boy tgh tdo. quite handsome gak ar)
aishah : (pandang kt boy tu) tidur diam2. (sbb dlm beg ade bnde2 pelik)
mak: ok la tu
aishah: mak. bibir aishah besar ke?
mak:tak

aishah: (kt bandar tasik selatan)mak, kt bandar tasik selatan ade tasik ke mak?
mak:carik la kt internet
aishah:mak. kan bgs ktm ni ade wifi
mak: ktm mane ade wifi
aishah:hmnn. mak mak. nape kte kne belaja science mak? biala sape nk blaja sc tu die blaja
mak: ok. listen. nape klu mse kilat2, kte pkai air, rse mcm ade elektrik
aishah:ntah la mak
mak:tu gne nye sc
aishah: oh. mak mak. nape kte kne blaja sejarah?
mak: sbb kte kne tau la.
aishah: mak mak. td aishah bace bku sejarah
mak: oh really?
aishah: ha ah. aishah bc smbil tgk cte sepi
mak:kamu btul ke blaja ni? cube cte sket
aishah: bisikku pada bulan, pulangkan temanku, kasihku, syurgaku bla3 (aku mulekan sajak2 aku haha)
mak: mak da agak da. kamyu bukan blaja pun
aishah: ehh. aishah blaja. aishah bace 1 baris je page 1 tu
mak: mak tau
aishah: mak mak. nape kte kne blaja geog?
mak: heh! kamu tau ke seremban bhgn mane?
aishah: barat.(bantai je)
mak: kamu ni. pegi search kt internet
aishah:kt sni xde wifi
mak: balik karang laa
aishah: ok ok. mak mak. (tgk cermin ktm tu mcm belang2 xtau nape) mak tau x, haritu kan zebra terlanggar train ni
mak: mane kamu tau?
aishah: sbb cermin tu mcm belang(act die wap haha)
mak: ohh. mak nk bkk klinik la. mcm kaunseling. utk budak2 physco
aishah:laku tu mak
mak: ha ah. kamu tu kan physco hahaha
aishah: hmn. mak mak. kwn aishah die pegi indon. dlm kapal terbang kan...(aku cite ape yg aku bace kt blog abg abdullah) agagag
mak: haha. lwk btul
aishah: pastu kan kwn mama kan die gado ngan mat salleh. then die ckp kt mat saleh tu, SANTAU kang. terus mat saleh tu senyap
mak: hahah. tah pape. mse mak kt italy, dorg x layan org ckp speak in english. mse tu mak nk due burger, mak ckp perak. die paham. mak ckp nk duwe burger. then die ckp ok. haha
aishah: hahahaha lawak la mak.
mak:bile besa nk jd ape?
aishah: aishah pun xtau la. nk bukak salun la mak. (ktorg bincang secret idea ktorg hahaha)
mak: ok la tu
aishah: aishah nk amek sc ke x?
mak: suke ht kamulah
aishah: hmn. mak mak. nape kan zmn skrg ni org main santau2. mse kne jajah xde plak dorg santau2.
mak: dorg bangang time tu
aishah: ohh. x gne btul org jepun tu. (pandang keliling) nasib bek xde org jepun kt sni
mak: tu la. kamu ni byk ckp. ok da smpai midvalley.
aishah: yay yay! da smpai. wee wee wooo wooo
mak: cpt lahh!
aishah: ok. mak kte nek lif nak? mls nk nek tangge
mak:kamu ni pemalas btul
aishah:yelahh.

hehehe. mse dlm train, mmg ktorg gelak terkekek2. sume pandang but who cares? haha

selamat menyambut maal hijrah

:) hahahahahaha. semalam aku dtg kl, bli beg bru. hopefully x same mcm syiqa sbb aku bli nike gak. tu pun kne pkse sbb midvalley dh nk tutup. aku mntk roxy but buruk bona, aku bli purse die je. haha. aku pegi gloria jeans lepak2. then aku tny ar bli uniform bla3 ok then balik rmh. pg ni aku bgn mandi mkn pegi jj yg bru bkk tuu. haha. g mkn kt wendy's. die bg sos thousand island tu skit gile pdhl aku order 3 salad. pe lg, aku pegi buat mke physcho kt counter tu mntk. hahahaha. die cpt2 kasi smpai bdk counter tu terjatuh sbb nk cpt. haha. then pegi jusco bli brg2 dapur. mama amek sotong n suruh pegi timbang. ok la. pegi2 name sotong tu sotong panjang. akau punt tny la abg tu, abg abg. xde sotong pendek ke? then die ckp sotong pendek da abes dek. haha. pastu aku da hilang ingatan ape aku buat ptg td. yg aku igt aku da tdo. hahaa ni bru bgn n mkn :D

new school

arini aku rse hari paling sedih kot. apsal sume org buat aku cmni? aku senangkan orang but susahkan diri aku sendiri. right nw, im no longer a georgian. sume psl nk puas kan ht org kan? pdhl aku sndiri yg sedih. nnt aku xtau la msuk skola bru cmne. sume baru. xde org nk jage aku kt skola, xde geng nk knekan org, xde geng nk mkn mcm org gile, xde geng nk gelak mcm bodoh. xdpt lg nk kacau ckgu roslan, xdpt nk manje dgn ckgu maimon. x dpt ktuk zack lg....ntah sume xleh. hopefully aku happy ar kt sane, ade kwn kann. so xde la aku alone :'( i hope sooo

say goodbye

i have a lot of problems n i cant solve it. babi gilaa. i feel like im in hell, living with all the stupid monsters dat wanna eat me.. i feel like its hard to continue my journey . why is it so hard for me to accept the fate? i lost my love, i lost my friends n rite now im losing myself. i am such a loser. how am i going to continue my journey? grr GOD please help me. d0 i still have my friends? love, r u still with me? sometimes i feel like i wanna die because i am loser. im afraid of everything. yeah im stupid. i always cry, cry, cry n cry over again. du-uh. yeah. maybe i should start a new life kan? byebye friends n love. im not gonna cry this time.

masak lagi

heh, my grandfather is coming back! so i woke up early in the moring n cooked fr lunch. hmnn the black pepper chicken was delicious. nothing much to say byebye.

masak

guys, sorry for not writing for a long time(it's just a few days :P) okay. i had a long journey for today(apehal mcm story book ni? haha). i woke up at 11.57 (awal gilaa kan?) haaha. my aunty asked me to cook as usual. haha. luckily, it's my uncle rest day so he helped me to cook. KARI AYAM && BUBUR JAGUNG(cmne aku tau masak? mesra.net) okay. let's start with chicken curry first. :)

firstly, peel some onions and potatoes.be careful!

so, here it is!

next, i helped my uncle to find some daun pandan. heee. i had to go to the haunted jungle behind my house. uuu~ scary

OMG. semak gile kan. my grandma must be mad at me when she's back. haha. i didn't clean 'the jungle' since she's not home. hehee

I searched for the daun pandan.......

ohh finally! i found it but it was a lil bit scary so i called my uncle;

Me :"Pakyang! Pakyang! Da jumpe daun pandan but semak gilaaa ar kat sini."

Pakyang :"Ye kejap, pakyang datang ni."

Aiman :"Chaaaaaaaa!"(sebok je budak kecik ni)

This is daun pandan. It was for bubur jagung; not my chicken curry:P

after that, blend bawang! oh yeah! hahaha(muke budak bangun tidur terus masak haha)

this is bubur jagung. sedap bai!

then sambung masak chicken curry. i was all alone because my aunt pergi tgk katun kt depan =.=" chicken curry okay la, pergi letak air kosong je . suddenly baru teringat. where's the santan?? haha. ni curry special punye. tak pakai santan but still delicious wei!

then opah balik rumah n asked me for the lunch.

opah : pemalas, masak tak arini?

me : masak. sedap opah. cucu opah yg cute ni masak hehehehehehee

opah : perasan!

sent opah to hospital at 4. mandi pkul 3.30 wahaahhahahaa

after dat terus pergi secret recipe, jaya jusco. kacau makyang kerja. hehehee kite bawak anak die sekali. huru hara gila. aiman n annie pergi panjat kaunter. hahah padan mke makyang:P

me n makngah plak pergi pusing2 jj, heee. pakyang jage adik laa, ktorg je asyik jage mwahahahhahahaa. then balik secret recipe, mintak makyang belanje. heheeeee :)

okay. now im home :)

woooh panjang gila this time huh? heee

mimpi

whooot smlm tdo awl gile then bgn lmbt lg =.= tuu pun sbb tertido atas farisha n baby tu dh nk mati bru bgn hahaha :)) okay mimpi? yeahh mimpi psl a boy haha. act da lame mimpi psl die suddenly terjmpe die haha. dh lame x jmpe yeah. hahahahaha. da knl lame kan? more than 7 years? hahahaa ye la agaknye.

dalilah:D

okay la nnt i bwk u eh pegi tgk wayang, this is what we called lesbo-date. hoi aku busy sbb budak2 lah. haha lgpun aku x byk mkn sgt pun. kau reply ah ;p

cook cook

woke up at 10 then kemas rmh bla3. org tnb dtg ckp nk tka cabel electric so xde electric. aku rse mcm nk sepak org uh. ahha. pegi dapur , masak! haha. aku masak bubur hotdog+burger. haha gile delicious smpai kne msk lg sbb xckup ;) haha .

hahahahhahahhaha pelik kan? tu pun x ckup, masak lagi!

hebat en aku? *puk puk puk haha*

the end

ordinary day :)

okay bgn lmbt lmbt lmbt lg! haha. tgktgk sume org xde kt rmh tinggal kanak2 riang. haha. buat susu bg farisha then rase mcm nk nangis sbb rmh bersepah. haha. suro la si orang2 kecik kemas rmh, aku tgk tv bg farisha minum susu. suddenly, aku bau busuk and terasa angin. bengong pny baby. da la aku sorg kne basuh berak die. heh sengal pny bdk. aku pun call la mak die ckp anak die berak. die pun ckp la xkn aunty nk blk kje semata2 nk bsuh berak farisha? aku gelak jela. huuuuuuuuuuuh mcm orang gile dlm blik air. busokkk gile :0 haha. then aiman pecahkan cawan, ina pecahkan botol yg air sabun tiup2 jd belon tu, annie muntah sbb gelak2 ape lg?? duhh last sekali aku nangis mcm budak kecik. pakcu mcm xdgr sbb die pengsan men game. hahahaa. last2 die keluar bilik gak tny nape aku nangis. die pun bg la farisha minum susu bla3 pakyang blk. orang2 kecik sume keja daddy dorg. aku tgk la tv wahahahahahaahaaha :))

a trip to hospital :)

aunty sakinah hntr ank die today at 8 n i was sleeping. okay la. aku bwk anak die tidur beside me. i said to her "farisha, akk ngantuk. kite tdo jom". haha. memang serious lamaaa tdo. pkul 12 bru ktorg bgn. heheheheheee. makngah pun da mengamok sbb ajar baby tu kaki tdur;p haha. then online, body scrub bla3 with makngah, bagi baby susu then tidur lagi. haha. pkul 4, pegi hospital and tgk atuk xde dlm blik die including the katil etc2. aku pun menjerit MAKNGAH, ATOK KNE CULIK ALIEN. ni psl tgk wayang smlm ni la. haha. datang la nurse, die ckp atok adik kne pindah wad sebelah sbb nk polish lantai. aku pun OMG malu gile babi. haha. okay la. then opah ckp aunty dawisah pun msuk wad gak. suruh g tgk. i was like yelaaa. then turun bla3 naik balik at 7. dorg nk msuk balik wad 7C(2). heee. dorg nk angkat sofa then aku tny la, klu saye naik ni boleh tak? then korang angkat laa. opah plak aishah! duduk diam2 boleh tak. ggagaag yelaaa :) balik at 9 and here i am :)

a day

today, i was hangout with a couple at JJ ;p uuuu~ we passed by a fastfood restaurant and i asked tashya, where is the handsome boy? and she said, maybe die tak masuk kerja lagi kot. okay la jalan2 suddenly nmpk itu budak. i was like OMG OMG OMG OMG. hahaha. smiling sorang2 sampai balik ;p haha. we watched The Day The Earth Stood Still. The movie takde kaitan langsung dengan title die i think :) Mase nak start, ade la a group ni buat bising. aku pun WOI SENYAP AR. terus senyap. hehe. SORRY. lps tu balik pegi GH. kan nak tgk atok. pening kepala tengok budak2 sume ade and I HAD TO BROUGHT THEM HOME. gile pening dalam teksi. haha. okay balik rumah tukar baju and sembahyang. then terus online. mase online pulak, sume orang was like annoying. BABI TENSION SIAL. I'm single and I love it. xpayah nak tny bile aku nak ade boyfriend boleh tak? Just make it simple okay :) Awwww. I'm missing someone. Dah a few days tak contact. I won't contact him/her. Pandai die lah ;p hehe.

leparking

haha. today? leparking with my neighbour. she used my ms to chat with azrul! wtf? haha. she prentended to be me n asked azrul to be her(me) boyfriend! grr.

haha

smlm bday party syiqa? whooot best gile ;)
men poison box laa paling best and jht giler. evil nasyrah. I'd to dance with shahran. bangang giler. mke da la cm bangang. dmm lg. x aci kau x kne men weh.haha. then cpl blk dgn muz then clash hahahahahahahahahahahaha :)) and syiqa's neighbour. ohh~ gile hot. n aku pun buat mke x malu g tny adik die, single lagi x, then sis die ckp x. rmai gle frust. hahahahahahaha

todayyy

It's already 2 am and I'm still not sleepy. I want to be a sleepy head like Aqil. Orang tua kaki tidur :P

haha. Boring ar. Tadi conference then bla3. WTF! Najia menggatal :P haha. Ijam akak nyer ar. haha. Then dapat kawan baru lagi. 4 orang kan? haha. bangga ni dapat kawan lagi. Haha. Malas ar nak type ag. ByeBye

heh babi

Who the hell posted the stupid thing on my cbox? Huhu. But I just want you to know, who cares? Kau memalukan diri sendiri je. Bukan aku. Haha. Yesterday, I watched Antoo Fighter with my brother, Hafiz Hakim. The movie was kinda bored. maybe 3 stars for the movie ;) Then, the gang in front of my seat pulak mcm gayat, so I was like; bising betul. aku baling popcorn ni kang. My bro was like; Aishah. senyap laa. OKAY. I senyap. suddenly, who the call misscalled me ntah mcm bodo. Okay. Bla3 balik at 9? haha. tak mandi pun and terus online. rmai online whoot! buzzing lagi. sampai kene headache. Off to bed at 2.30. Consider awal to me. haha. Tu pun after kene mrh with someone. haha. okay la. dats all. byebye

a new comment?

Aqil Adam: over the rainbow tu klaka

aishah :): comel la

Aqil Adam: klaka la..

Aqil Adam: hahahaha

aishah :): yela. klaka la

aishah :): gelak la

Aqil Adam: yup

Aqil Adam: tu persatuan gay

Aqil Adam: 'gay'

Aqil Adam: hahahaha

Aqil Adam: 

aishah :): suke ht la

aishah :): gelak la

aishah :): x kesah

aishah :): haha

Aqil Adam: 

Aqil Adam: hahaha

Aqil Adam: emo

Aqil Adam: la tu

aishah :): tak emo pun

Aqil Adam: huu

Aqil Adam: simple

Aqil Adam: tp smart

aishah :): gelak la

aishah :): hah

Aqil Adam: rainbow tu cntik

aishah :): td ckp gay

Aqil Adam: x..

Aqil Adam: i ade tgk satu cite tu

Aqil Adam: die msk satu kleb

Aqil Adam: kelab

Aqil Adam: ke;ab tu oever the rainbow

Aqil Adam: kelab tu kelb gay

Aqil Adam: hahahaha

grr. i ain't emo punn x) 

wtvr.

hell yeah. I'm kinda bored tonight. Not sure when i'm gonna off to bed. haha. Rite nw, I'm chatting with my friend(he's kinda weird. he likes my lips. haha) Suhail. haha. 

aishah :): hhehe

aishah :): kjp

aishah :): aku tgh edit template aku

aishah :): ko on smpai ble

SuhAiL YeaH!: xtau

aishah :): xngantok?

SuhAiL YeaH!: sampai bapak aku mrah

SuhAiL YeaH!: 

SuhAiL YeaH!: ngantuk r jgak

aishah :): bpk ko mn

aishah :): ahah

SuhAiL YeaH!: ko dah nk offline ke?

haha. seriously,i have  no work to do. I'm addicted to webcam, people! haha. my webcam is available for certain people only but mostly, my webcam is available for dalilah, my bestfriend, kan. haha. aku byk cte psl kau plak today. nvm. haha. yea. i told Suhail about my friendster but he ignored me.xgne. haha. I'd deleted my friendster people because it's bored to me :P haha. what else i'm gonna say? off to bed? haha. not yet. my eyes are still fresh(hell poyo). 

now its the time. off to bed people. goodnight. sweet dreams.

with love,

aishah :)

today again? haha

He's Aqil, 16, TTJ and single ;)

haha. dalilah, welcome to the club. haha. the blogger club. as her new post, she was talking about me. so, now i'm going to talk about her. ouh. her name is dalilah and she's 14. yea i know. she's taller than me but i'm still tall okay :D haha. back to the topic. we'd never been in the same class anyway. haha. syg, kite start rpt bila? haha. ok. about that abdullah.hell  yeah. he's promoting my phone number to everyone. haha. THANKS ABANG. haha. 

okay. about the kentot thingy, haha. i love to say that disgusting word such as kentot(fart) and another word that we used when we go to the 'kamar kecil'. haha. nothing interesting happened today.haha. 

bored gila babi

ntahh xde bnde nk wt. ngahaha. sorry fr treating u lyk ur mine eventhough ur not. :(

wahaha

boring nyerrr :D

nk offline laa.

babai :D

haha

gilaaa XD

survey. boring baii :D

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?

single

2) Are you happy with where you are?

yes, maybe

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?

perhaps

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?

always

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where if they cheated on you and you are planning to dump them then

hah??

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?

just forgive and forget okay

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?

always! gaga

8) Do you want children?

sure

9) How many?

a twins

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?

just confess je la

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?

not really but in the end, mmg gile satisfied laa

13) Do you want someone you cant have?

hmnn

14)Do you believe love at first sight exists?

maybe

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniverseries?

yeahh

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?

perhaps

17) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?

in paris eventhough kak tini ckp busuk

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?

hmnn. not sure

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldnt?

ahhhh always

20) Have you ever broken a heart?

not sure

21) Would you ever fight over a guy/girl?

of course not.

today?

haha. tiade yang menarik yea. saya merindui abang saya, muhd hilmi . di manakah anda? haha. 

haha. arini mkn skit saje. xmau gemok XD

haha. boring laa.xtau nk buat ape. sume org offline. yang tak best je online ape kessss?

aha. blog abg azhari lawak gile babeng :P

haha. nth pape die merepek. nahhh just cut the crap. yeah im kinda bored here. help me pls?
hahahaha. bye bye

whoot :D

what would you do if I?

1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I asked you on a date:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?
9. i asked u out?


::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Body:

::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Go on a date with me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?

::AND MORE::
28. Who are you?
29. Are we friends?
30. When and how did we meet?
31. Describe me in one word:
32. What was your first impression?
33. Do you still think that way about me now?
34. What reminds you of me?
35. If you could give me anything what would it be?
36. How well do you know me?
37. When's the last time you saw me?
38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
39. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

oh yes.

today aku rse mcm babi gile ah xtau npe

mmg babi pny babi pny babi laaa

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whoo. si couple couple berdating aku alone! grr. haha. tp best ohh. its nice to meet u aqil. eventhough u xdpt smile smpai telinga, its ok :) hehe. happyhappy kott. haha. twilight? no comment. baling popcorn kt org saje. sape kne, sorry ok? :) haha.

bestbest

ohh bising nyer. bangunan sebelah kecoh gile gado2 xtau ape psl. aritu gado smpai sume bnde pecah. gaga. arini 1st tym msuk sauna. umah sendiri ade ok;D
heee. kak tinie sgt best lah. iloveyou agaga :D

we all had a bad day, am i right?

ouh, he was lucky because he ran away earlier. ouh wht a shitty day. and gurls, dun worry. we won't see his face again, next year. wee. he's already been kicked out from kgv and HE WAS PRENTING to be a georgian. hahaha. lawak kan. i wont let you go easily, kau tahu tu kan? budak f2 x puas ati la ngan ko and f4 too. kau jgn la nk membabi we. da la pengecut. kate kat bengkel? then kau lari blik rmh. hmn. gile xde telo ko. haha. aku skrg mmg nk mencarut gile kt kau. kau fkir aku baik ke. aku akan buat macam2 kau tahu?

ATTENTION GEORGIANS.

sape x puas ati ngan alan? ni num die.

0123504280

n girls jgn rpt dengan babi yg mke mcm ni ;





url myspace;

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=210557176

lalalala~

hmn. arini aku pegi sekola. bosan we. aku kne duduk kt dewan aspura smpai blk we. nasy da ok ngan shahran. yeyyy. hee;D ntala. arini dalilah dating we. hee. dolly. ktorg je tau ;))
heee.

hmn?

aku pun xtau la wei aku nk buat ape. aku mcm dlm dilema. bangang gile perkataan tu. haha.
aku rse aku x ready nk couple dgn sape2 kot. ntala. aku pun pneng.

default baru.

we we. aku da upload pic bru kt myspace. myspace gile btul. byk kali aku upload. babi btul. haha. imnotsingle we ;D

aku x kenal jiran

smlm hmn. aku mls nk tulis. hee. smlm aku tgu si fz;D on, die x on plak. xpela. smlm, aku mndi, then dgr jiran blkg umah aku nyanyi lgu hindustan, kuat gile. aku tgh shampu rmbut pun skit hati. dala tym maghrib. aku pun jerit lah woii shut up la stupid! die diam. then bising balek. 5 kali jgk aku jerit bru die senyap. ni plak die psg cte hindustan kuat, perghh. bli la earphone psg kt tv tu. skt hati giler. haha. harini aku x pgi skola. dmm weh. lovesick. haha. k laa.byebye(;

a letter from devil huh?

Surat​ Dari Iblis​
( Surat​ ini akan membu​at anda benar​-​benar​ berfi​kir)​
(​Seben​arnya​ surat​ ini hampi​r membu​atku gila saat aku memba​canya​,​ tapi
aku harus​ forwa​rdnya​ kerna​ catat​an kecil​ dibaw​ahnya​)​
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SURAT​ DARI SETAN​ UNTUK​ MU
Aku melih​atmu kemar​in,​ saat engka​u memul​ai aktiv​iti haria​nmu.
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Kau bangu​n tanpa​ sujud​ menge​rjaka​n subuh​mu
Bahka​n kemud​ian,​ kau juga tidak​ mengu​capka​n "​Bismi​llah"​ sebel​um memul​ai santa​panmu​,​ juga tidak​ sempa​t menge​rjaka​n shala​t Isha sebel​um beran​gkat ketem​pat tidur​mu
Kau benar​2 orang​ yang bersy​ukur,​ Aku menyu​kainy​a
Aku tak dapat​ mengu​ngkap​kan betap​a senan​gnya aku melih​atmu tidak​ merub​ah cara hidup​mu.
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Hai Bodoh​,​ Kamu milli​kku.
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Ingat​,​ kau dan aku sudah​ berta​hun-​tahun​ bersa​ma,​
dan aku masih​ belum​ bisa benar​2 menci​ntaim​u .

Malah​ aku masih​ membe​ncimu​,​ karen​a aku benci​ Allah​.
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Aku hanya​ mengg​unaka​nmu untuk​ memba​las denda​mku kepad​a Allah​.
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Dia sudah​ menca​mpakk​an aku dari surga​,​ dan aku akan tetap​ meman​faatk​anmu sepan​jang masa untuk​ mebal​askan​nya
Kau lihat​,​ ALLAH​ MENYA​YANGI​MU dan dia masih​ memil​iki renca​na-​renca​na untuk​mu dihar​i depan​.
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Tapi kau sudah​ menye​rahka​n hidup​mu padak​u,​
dan aku akan membu​at kehid​upanm​u seper​ti nerak​a.
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Sehin​gga kita bisa bersa​ma dua kali dan ini akan menya​kiti hati ALLAH​
Aku benar​-​benar​ berte​rima kasih​ padam​u,​ karen​a aku sudah​ menun​jukka​n kepad​a NYA siapa​ yang menja​di penga​tur dalam​ hidup​mu dalam​ masa2​ yang kita jalan​i
Kita nonto​n filem​ '​porno​'​ bersa​ma,​ memak​i orang​,​ mencu​ri,​ berbo​hong,​ munaf​ik,​ makan​ seken​yang-​kenya​ngya , bergo​sip,​ mangh​akimi​ orang​,​ mengh​ujam orang​ dari belak​ang,​ tidak​ horma​t pada orang​ tua ,
Tidak​ mengh​argai​ Masji​d,​ berpe​rilak​u buruk​.
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TENTU​NYA kau tak ingin​ menin​ggalk​an ini begit​u saja.
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Ayuhl​ah,​ Hai Bodoh​,​ kita terba​kar bersa​ma,​ selam​anya.
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Aku masih​ memil​iki renca​na2 hanga​t untuk​ kita.
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Ini hanya​ merup​akans​urat pengh​argaa​nku untuk​ mu.

Aku ingin​ mengu​capka​n '​TERIM​A KASIH​'​ keran​a sudah​ mengi​zinka​nku
meman​faatk​an hampi​r semua​ masa hidup​mu.
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Kamu meman​g sanga​t mudah​ dibod​ohi,​ aku mener​tawak​anmu.
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Saat kau tergo​da berbu​at dosa kamu mengh​adiah​kan tawa.
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Dosa sudah​ mulai​ mewar​nai hidup​mu.​.
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Kamu sudah​ 20 tahun​ lebih​ tua, dan sekar​ang aku perlu​ darah​ muda.
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Jadi,​ pergi​ dan lanju​tkanl​ah menga​jarka​n orang​-​orang​ muda bagai​mana berbu​at dosa.
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Yang perlu​ kau lakuk​an adala​h merok​ok,​ mabuk​-​mabuk​an,​ berbo​hong,​ berju​di,​ bergo​sip,​ dan hidup​lah se ego mungk​in.
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Lakuk​an semua​ ini di depan​ anak-​anak dan merek​a akan menir​unya.
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Begit​ulah anak-​anak .

Baikl​ah,​ aku persi​lakan​ kau berge​rak sekar​ang.
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Aku akan kemba​li beber​apa detik​ lagi untuk​ mengg​oda mu lagi.
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Jika kau cukup​ cerda​s,​ kau akan lari sembu​nyi,​ dan berta​ubat atas dosa-​dosam​u.
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Dan hidup​ untuk​ Allah​ denga​n sisa umurm​u yang tingg​al sedik​it.
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Mempe​ringa​ti orang​ bukan​ tabia​tku,​ tapi diusi​amu sekar​ang dan tetap​ melak​ukan dosa,​ seper​tinya​ meman​g agak aneh.
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Janga​n salah​ sangk​a,​ aku masih​ tetap​ membe​ncimu​.
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Hanya​ saja kau harus​ menja​di orng tolol​ yang lebih​ baik dimat​a ALLAH​.
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Catat​an : Jika kau benar​2 menya​yangi​ku , kau tak akan membe​ri surat​ ini denga​n siapa​pun

today x)

harini aku xbuat ape2 kot. bosan jer. hp 1 jam je aku usik. msg ngan ifwat . tu jer. then kemas rmh online , online and online. bosan kan? haha. i wish he's mine. hee . byebye

muahahahhaha!!

harini aku xdtg skola wei. bgn pkul 8 pg. awl oh :D then aku mkn maggi cz there's nothing to eat. then, aku mandi etc etc then online.bosan wei. tp aku chat ngan kakak ucuk tuu, gegee. kakak tu je tau tu nm die. HAHA XD after that, aku tgk totally spies while online lar. tp ade ank haram mane tah mke cm taik nk kwn lbh rpt . babi lak aih. aku da block ko padan mke XD harini chat ngan rmai org wei. org last skali aku chat before aku tulis blog ni hafiz. aku ltk die kt top friends. sape yg aku x ltk jgn jles. weee XP tah la arini bosan lar. but the best thing about today is i fall in love with somebody just like yesterday. he was so nice to me eventhough he's not so handsome but that's okay with me because im not pretty at all. am i rite? hehe. i hope he loves me too. but i not the type that so loyal to my bf i think but i'll try. ehehe. but i prefer to be his bestfriend than being his gf because if i leave him, he wouldn't hurt. i think sooo. hehe.

bosan.

grr. harini bosan gila nk mati tau x. da la pkai slipa g sklh. mls r nk pkai kasut. haha. tbe2 psl harini sape yg buat salah kne tahan. mcm hell la. pastu kne kutip smph. kt bengkel. bgs lah tu. aku mmg kne hntr ayam kt bengkel sbb harini msk :D dah kutip2 then blh blk kls. aku tunggu ckgu maimon kt bengkel. 2mel/2muz la tgu. rmai kate die x dtg. aku pun alamak la. aku kuakan phone then call ckgu maimon. aku rse cm aku otai gile ah. haha. ckgu kate die ontheway. about 5 minutes later, she came. wahh. aku pun gayat pegi hntr ayam etc etc. then, ckgu kate x jd msk pkul 12. msk skrg (8.10am). aku pun ok je. aku lpe yg syazana tgh swimming. sian gile die. swimming x smpai 4 mins pun. die mrh gile ngan ckgu. meyumpah2 bai. haha. sara kne bwk sotong. kepale sotong die x buang mate sotong tu. aku pun nk buang la mate die. mse buang bende tu tepercik kt mke aku n tudung aku. kotor gile. aku bukak la tudung. haha. lps tu masak2, makan. sedap gile wei. biase la aku kan pro. haha. aku tapau skit utk kobes sbb die kan sll lapa. msuk kls die tgh main blackjack n die buat bodo je ckp xnk. aku ltk atas mje aku semua serbu. dah habis pun x sempat aku nk join. haha. dak2 alau dtg mkn. bpk lak aih. haha. dorg mkn aku borak ngan ezani mcm2 lah. xde nk la musoh pun ngan die. lps borak, die bla g kt muz, aku g kt shahran nk join men blackjack. judi bai. taruh mcm2. ngan icard aku skali kne. haha. tbe2 tasha ilg or cicir her purse, something lyk dat la. x psl2 nk kne spotcheck plak. bangang gile. aku pun kasi fon kt kylie. etc etc spotcheck x jd, tasha jmpe. grr. sambung main, kobes tny psl masakan, npe x bwk tuk die. aku da angin tahap ghaban dah. pstu botak lak crik psl. da gado. die kalah, die jatuh kerusi. pastu teacher santha pggl, mntk tlg arrange file sume. record azizi je xde. budak ni kaki ponteng tul. sbb tu x hntr2. nnt la aku msg die, xde num die. ilg! hehe. blk kls, duduk kejap then msuk bengkel blk. check2 folio then ckguu ckp ade 9 org je dpt B. sume A. and aku dpt B .frust gile. ckgu maimon ckp xpe, thn dpn ade. awk jgn pndh ye. aku salam ckgu n trus bla. aku xtau nape tbe2 aku nangis. fauzi tny nape, aku ckp aku dpt b fr kh. 78 weii. skit je lg. msuk kerete pegi tesco. blk rmh. apsal aku crite segale2 nye? haha. i think im already fall in love with somebody that nice to me. i always saw him at school but we had never talked before. gile sedih. xtau laa. tp die same tinggi. wek, kau pendek!

busok

meh dgr. 4/11. bosan gile . ckgu aku xtau nm die msuk ckp kls ktorg ni bising men hp je kje. abg yg cat dinding tu bagitau. kurang ajar wei. wahaha. pkul 2.20 ptg. sgt bosan. abg tu tgh cat tingkap aku. (aku duduk kt tepi tingkap, tempat ade curse bak kte ckgu roslan sbb aku x henti ckp). mse abg tu tgh cat, aku ketuk2 tingkap, baling2 pen. bosan gle. then, cat tu bau busok. da la mse tu tgh high, aku pe lg, woi busok!! nasy da xtahan nk gelak. syazana n syiqah pun same. then aku bising jla woi barua busok baii. hhahaa. kesian kau abg cat. spe suh barua. ko busok laaa! ko tau x, busokk! ko bajet ko nk usha dak kgv ke? busoook! mate keranjang, nnt, ble aku high lg, mate ko aku cungkil. busokkk!

2nd day of examination

Hi HI. da lame x tulis ohh. haha. btw, soklan exam xde la susa mane pun but mmg la bodo . DA BOCO BAI. dak2 alau bertambah la kealauan die. haha. rmai dpt drp tmpt tuition. adoi. pe ni. aku report polis kang XD

FINAL EXAMS;

BM ; da passed away ;D
BI; passed away gak XD
Sej; da passed away
maths; paper 1 je.

tension lak aih otak aku. ngeh!

birthday girl :D

today was so much fun. aku arini celebrate bday aku walaupun bsk baru bday aku. ngeh3. best doe arini. pegi JJ :D felisa and naddia bg aku rhino yg sgt comel. nasy, syiqah and farah kasi aku bju. wee~ syafie plak bg bracelet ade name aishah. wah best doe! pastu pusing2, amek gmba hahhahaha. aku da potong rambut ah. hehe. aku pun xtaw nk ckp ape. bsk ah smbung. byee :D

turn over a new leaf

I think I should really turn into a new leaf. you know wht? im jealous with my friends. seriously. because they do have a boyfriend but me? i dun hv sumbody to love. somebody dat care bout me. maybe when im at home, i hv my family and cousins. but in school. herm. nobody really cares about me. yeah. i do hv friends but they more into world. i need sumone dat know wht is friendship. its about loving n care bout each other. i didnt distribute this fr anyone. i know. there's nothing wrong wif you guys. its just me. my fault. im not good enough to be a teenager. im still more to kids. im not rich as you guys, im not intelligent as you guys. im just not perfect. n i think i dun deserve a bf . wtf im talking bout? i even cant understand myself. well, its to him. i didnt ask you to come back into my life. just go. you broke my heart, then you just go easily! im not a toy okayy. erm. SOMEBODY TO LOVE...

wedding ckgu huda

Hye. meet me again the most stupid girl in the world. Aishah. haha. bodoh gle lahh. gaga. best lah arini g wedding ckgu huda. ad abg ensem bai. rmai jgk la yg pegi. Aku, Syiqah, Nasyrah,Irshad(tikos), Shahran, tasha, syaza, 123 lg tah rmai2 lah. f1 aku jmpe Byla, Ardila and Daya! hehe. comel gle la dorg. aku lak peluh2 kne kasi2 gift lak utk guests. hehe.

sweet gle kan?ni de lg!!

romantic gle2. aku pun nk gak

mse tgh sanding kan...aku buat bnde bodoh, hahah. aku g tny soalan maths. kesian ckgu huda. sabo la yeaa hehehe. eish. td kan tah spe ltk gelas kace tepi kotak, abes pecah..nasyrah2. hahaha..berselerak. dah tu, aku kne pegang bunge manggar(btul ke?) lg. penat weyhh. blk pkul 3 lbh, smpai umah pkul 5. singgah umah syiqah dlu.
gadis bunge telur hahahahah



ptg itu sungguh lah indah. ade men cak2 bnde pelik tu. ni pic ngan aezack. lps tu aku pun dgn girangnye melihat gmba yg syazana tunjuk. rpenye mke mangkok ni!!






sakai tol laa. xde org len ke?hahaha. aku kasi die byk gle gule2. bia die kasi anak die. die kte die tgh honeymoon. biala die ngan botak kepale sexy nyee. ahahahhahahaa

mulot senget. banyak songeh. hahahaha. pesal cte aku tunggang terbalek cm kepale ckgu ni?? hahahahahaha. tp mmg best lah weii. gile2 have fun.ktorg men sanding2.

>>pengantin sesat x ckup bajet g tumpang ahhaa. jk la girls. ahhahahaa. bodoh sial otak aku time tulis ni. tu jela kot. bye2. assalamualaikum :)

school's holiday!

bermulalah cuti sekolah yang membosan kan. dah la xbnde nak buat, so aku blk la umah ayah ku. wee~ 15.08.2008 bday die. aku blikan die t-shirt levi's. hehe. die suke bai! hahah. smlm gak aku da start merajok ngan classmates aku. so i decided to use another number. mls la. xnk org kcau time cuti yang x seberape indah ni. haha. pg2 je adik aku kjutkan pkul 10.30 tgh kartun. aku pun da x igt cte ape. haha. skrg, 1.51pm, aku tgh tulis blog ni la tongong. hahaha. bosan sial tgk adik aku main game naruto ni. aku nk main final fantasy pun susah. td msg dgn nina kecik. I MISS HER A LOT! hehe. dah lame x msg ngan die. sorry la korg terpakse bace bnde bodoh yang aku buat ni hhahaa. shyna babi siot. dah x laku dah la. x payah la nk crik psl ngan nina. cikai nye karo. kaunselor pun satu. nina ckp btul. xde mane nye die nk sound petsis shyna yg x gne tu. wei budak, ko bajet ko f1, ko junior, aku tkot lah? hah? tlg la jgn buat aku naik menyampah ngan dak f1 this year ok. nina. eventhough kite x rpt, ill always be with youu :) hehe. aiman safaraz! i miss you so much. alamak! bsk wedding ckgu huda! nk pegi ke x eh? alamakkkk. aku da la merajok. nk pegi ke x ni?? bodoh nye aku ni. korg tlg bg opinion korg pls? anta je comment kt bnde bodoh ni. hehe. thanks guys. nnt aku update lg. hehe. daa~ assalam:D