turn over a new leaf

I think I should really turn into a new leaf. you know wht? im jealous with my friends. seriously. because they do have a boyfriend but me? i dun hv sumbody to love. somebody dat care bout me. maybe when im at home, i hv my family and cousins. but in school. herm. nobody really cares about me. yeah. i do hv friends but they more into world. i need sumone dat know wht is friendship. its about loving n care bout each other. i didnt distribute this fr anyone. i know. there's nothing wrong wif you guys. its just me. my fault. im not good enough to be a teenager. im still more to kids. im not rich as you guys, im not intelligent as you guys. im just not perfect. n i think i dun deserve a bf . wtf im talking bout? i even cant understand myself. well, its to him. i didnt ask you to come back into my life. just go. you broke my heart, then you just go easily! im not a toy okayy. erm. SOMEBODY TO LOVE...