getting back

satisfied kan? mesti ko rse puas ht gile. ko dpt bdk tu, heh mcm sial plak kan aku tk sangke ade orang nk keja bdk gedik mcm ko , HIM, you really let me down and i will never love you, again. okay and that's final. setakat mcm ko en, beribu lg la aku blh dpt. mampos ko lah. sekarang bia aku hidup sorang sorang

YOU REALLY LET ME DOWN.

The Bulb

This post is for the teachers, perhaps? HAHA. Bulb tu kann xde sape yg pecah kan. HAHA. die pecah sendiri because perempuan tuu yang over sangat so that bulb x suke kt die, die pecahkan diri sendiri. HAHA. SUMPAHAN LAMPU TING TONG HAHAHA. seronoknye boring la mlm ni penat bace bku wahahahahahahhahaahaahah i hate that woman haha  okay actually saya, 

SITI AISHAH BINTI ABDUL HALIM, sesungguhnya tidak mengetahui apa-apa. 

Yalah, saya bukan kaye mcm budak rambut blond tu, aku beli baju bundle kt pasar malam je HAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHHAAHHAHA

I'm Sorry

Annie, akak bukan sengaja, just tension gile then annie masuk bilik kakak and messed up with me. Memang la kakak marah. Tapi kakak mcm duhh, mrh sgt. Kakak campak Annie kt lantai, sorry sgt Annie. Semua org nk buat aku tension especially mama. Sumpah Aishah rase mcm dh nk mati dah.

And and Aqil, I'm sorry to say but u blah mcm tu je then nape tibe2 ni? 

The End.

Demam?

Sumpah aku jem gile ar arini. Aku nk study ni tapi demam pulak. Dah 2 hari. To shahira; Aku rase dah tak marah lg kot, but next time jgn buat lagi eh? Erm. Aku tibe2 teringat pulak psl last year, aku betrayed sorang kawan aku ni. Aku pun tktau nape aku buat cmtu? Marah? Aku pun dah tak igt la :( But seriously I AM SORRY. ermmm nothing much to say, pagi ni aku bgn awl gile n aku tdo lmbt gile smlm, Demam pny psl. Grrrr :(( Cmne ni? study pun tkbyk sgt. Ni buat aku rase mcm ARGHH nk bunuh orang ni HAHA. Pagi2 lagi dah kene ceramah psl aku mcm tkblh accept the fact yg aku dah ade step-father. urghh cmne la ni mlm karang diorang balik and I am not happy. Memang la die baik but kalau korang pun, susah nak accept the fact rite? Same goes to me. Aku taktau la nape haritu aku marah sgt kt step-father aku tu. Lagipun, mama asyik dgn die je. Kalau Mama nk aishah pggl die papa ke so wtvr, tlg la. I wont. Aishah ade one father only and nobody can replace him. Lantak la Mama nk ckp ape, Aishah tak pedulik. Mama nk kawen bukan Aishah kesah sgt pun, tp tlg la jgn macam2 dgn Aishah, sampai one day Aishah tk mengaku mama tu mama aishah sudah la. Dont force me to do something that i dun want to, please okay? Till then, byebye.

boring gilaa

damn aku boring gila lahh whts wrong with myspace ni?? nk log in pun xblh. urgh urghh I AM NOT HAPPY. + im sick grr really really sick okay so wht im going to do fs da dlete dah ape lg? haha. He let me down everytime I see him :( talk to me pls? i hope he's reading my blog rite nwww ;( 

Secret Valentine

Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine

we're finally intertwined

nervous and shy for the moment we will come

alive tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song

that turns out the lights

when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

don't waste your time

speed up your breathing

just close your eyes

we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lay down be still

don't worry talk they will

i'll be loving you until

morning's first light

breaks tomorrow

i'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song

that turns out the lights

when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

don't waste your time

speed up your breathing

just close your eyes

we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

when guilt fills your head

brush off rise up from the dead

this is the moment that we

will come alive

brace yourself for love

sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song

that turns out the lights

when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

don't waste your time

speed up your breathing

just close your eyes

we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

he is my secret valentine :) 140209<3>

Dedaun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh didalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada


Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua kutrima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

I'm eating choc rite now sumpah boring gile bai oh i just love you and it is more than words HAHA

grr

damn shit semua keluar okay? suddenly myspace is not working mcm sial je , so i read sepiituindah.blogspot.com

she's my aunty's friend. i forgot wht's her name. my aunty told me that lady is wonderful and she is really wonderful. i love her blog. die blh jadi sasterawan. "sepi itu indah bagi yang mengertinya" isn't that sweet? 

"Kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari...

Dia datangkan petir dan kilat...
kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya...
ke mana hilangnya sinar...
Tapi.......
Rupa-rupanya...

Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi..."

sumpah blog die sweet gile :) she's really wonderful. die dlu kerja kt saudi with my aunty. now die kerja kt malaysia, kt hospital tapah as a senior nurse kot ;p but die mmg a good nurse so do read her wonderful blog okay :)

HAPPY

I am happy that i changed my url HAHA. mama you cant read my blog anymore this is so-called-secret hahahahaha jk manede just want to make sure that my mama wont read my blog anymore bcz she cant find my blog booo yeah! HAHA. i am so happy, maybe. i am happy 2/5 because of this blog. another 3/5 im still sad okay because of that boy hahaha i can write about boys here because my mama cant read this blog oh yeah oh yeah haha i am so excited haha he is sooo charming eventhough he has a small body ;p 

tka url weh

haha the name decla was given by my cousin syg yang tak reti bace bku lagi and pkai tulis ape huruf yg die tau :p haha decla ;p

and that's how the story ends.

xdtg sekolaaa pun today urgh urgh I AM SICK because of;

firstly, I didn't talked to him for a few days

secondly, main hujan punye pasal. ur fault Kylie :P

third: because I am sick HAHA.

ape aku mencarut ni? Damn sial. HAHA. okay wtvr the main thing is apesal every year bile dkt march test aku mesti demam? 

to felisa;

akak da bace blog fel. no matter what, akak always beside you okay :) you're my best sister ever, ilysm adek<3

damn!

suddenly aku demam pula, I want t go to sch tomorrow. Grrr, God, pls help me. I want to be okay as usual! I want to see his face again and again. Haha. I'm sorry to hear that he didn't came today :P HAHA. I AM HAPPY eventhough I am sick. Duhh I got a lot I mean tons of homeworks. This is not good for me and you. It is not good for because first it will be hard to contact me :P secondly I'm too cute to do all the homeworks. HAHA.Today I am emo-ing with most of the people, I am sorry tau! I'm waiting for your call and message. I'm desperate for your voice. Do ask for my phone number, M :) 

Sekolah Kluster Kecemerlangan

my life would suck without you

I.Just.Let.My.Heart.Screams.

Guess this means you're sorry 

You're standing at my door 

Guess this means you take back 

What you said before 

Like how much you wanted 

Anyone but me 

Said you'd never come back 

But here you are again

Cuz we belong together now 

Forever united here somehow 

You got a piece of me 

And honestly 

My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye 

Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight 

I know that I've got issues 

But you're pretty messed up too 

Anyway, I found out I'm nothing without you

Cuz we belong together now 

Forever united here somehow 

You got a piece of me 

And honestly 

My life would suck without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional 

I really shouldn't miss you, but I can't let go 

Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together now 

Forever united here somehow 

You got a piece of me 

And honestly 

My life would suck without you 

fifteen :)

when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you 

You're gonna believe them 

And when you're fifteen 

And your first kiss makes your head spin around 

today again

 to kylie; I'm sorry I read your so-called-diary HAHA and I wrote something on it, sorry okay. HAHA. 

Okay Okay. Let's talk about our favourite activity la sangat, main boleng (bowling) haha. I got 55 marks which is the highest among us (Nasyrah, Dalilah, Syaza and me!) Oh, I am so cool :P And and I'm thinking of changing URL. HAHA. but mesti ramai menyumpah (just like i did) kt aku , HAHA. Nak tuka jadi ape? OhAishahComel? HAHA. Oh people! Gimme some idea ;p

she says im okay :)

the school went well as usual :P haha. about the thingy thingy is secret okay? OMG my lipan already died ohh im gonna miss you lipan :p and yes the so-called-KOKO otak kau was really2 fun. semua secret kan bebeh? erm nothing much to tell, ptg td lepak dgn most of the f3 student? HAHA, and lepak jgk dgn my adek syg, Felisa and Kylie Wang Timun :P haha.

boo yah

my last post for today? haha. im kinda boring here? why? because MY MYSPACE IS NOT ACTIVE. lantak piii lahh nyampah den. hahahaha nasyrah esk nk line up dgn kau lg blh tk? haha. :P and syiqah n syaza  jom la join club :D hahahaha. cmne eh nk dpt 8A? kene study hard ni tp mcm susah je hahah. alaaahh tk blh nk cerita lebih2 di sini kot sebab tk psl2 nnt kene surat kuning eventhough this thingy is not part of the school. rawrr! I LOVE SCHOOL. any prize/reward for me? The teachers are the greatest teacher on earth. 

"Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan King George Kelima telah banyak melahirkan insan-insan yang berguna kepada masyarakat". 

"Kembar SMKKGV mendapat 8A"

"Pelajar cacat mencapai kecemerlangan dalam SPM 2007"

"SMKKGV-Pusat Sumber Terbaik Peringkat Kebangsaan"

These are because of you, TEACHERS. so we thank you very much. Korang tk bangge ke dgn kgv ni? ;p

.SEKOLAH KLUSTER KECEMERLANGAN.

Kalau bukan sebab Tuan Haji Zakaria, kite tk kan dpt gelaran kluster ni. Betul tk? Kluster tu yang korang agung-agungkan so show people wht u got. Tkpyh la setakat kluster tp perangai tk mcm kluster. Buat malu sekolah je. PMR lagi 230 hari je lg. Ade korang berkepit dgn buku?  Korang fikir lah sendiri. Harumkan sikit nama sekolah. Ni tk, lgu sekolah pun payah sgt ke nk nyanyi? Kalau menjerit budak lelaki comel blh plak kan? Jatuh lagi maruah kau tp lagu sekolah naikkan sikit maruah kau. Tk pun ape kate ko duduk dlm kls diam2? Tkpyh la nk pergi jual mke dpn toilet tgu budak f4 lalu ke, pergi round2 kt kelas f4. Kalau mke lawa tkpe jgk, ni tk. Ape la nk jd dgn korang ni. Hope korang sedar lah sendiri. Kalau nak gaduh pun dgn aku, just tell me when. BUT TAKE NOTE. I wont fight because of boys. Oh I am not stupid like you girls :)

new skin

hey people. aku bru je changed my skin so is it okay? haha to me its kinda cute but im still cuter than this thingy. no more pinky im growing up okay doky? 

she says nothing at all :)

it was the first day I saw him. He was pretty cute and luckily, he did noticed me. And the relationship went on as friends until one day the gang messed up with me. I decided to break our relationship and until now, I didn't talked to him. Thanks to you girls. I LOVE YOU GIRLS<3

sumpah boring gilee today

adoi sumpah boring gilee! idk wht to do grrrr. aku belum mandi lg ni da 7.30.FYI aku tk blh sembahyang so tkpyh la nk kecoh2 mcm bodo. and kalau mke tu tkde lawa mane tkyah nk perasan lebih2 and pergi jual maruah, i mean like bagi free not selling ;p haha btw about the picture above ;p sumpah i really really miss my old hair. not old i mean my long-hair-style :D haha.

 

new hair? haha. nmpk mcm mke aku buruk, ahhh mmg buruk but who cares? kalau ko sebok aku pun tk kesah haha :D and thanks tau ambil berat psl aku LOSERS(the gang). aku pun tktau korg tau aku ade crush kt sape so that means korang sayang kt aku, ambil berat psl aku. AKU SAYANG KORANG. hugs and kisses for you GIRLS. ohhh aku tksangke<3>

yeah I am just a dreamer. this is for you.

Say you're sorry

That face of an angel

Comes out just when you need it to

And I paced back and forth all this time

Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on

And days drag on

Stupid girl, 

I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one you sweep off her feet, 

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town, 

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you

And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, 

Got lost in your eyes

And never really had a chance

I had so many dreams

About you and me

Happy endings

Now I know

[Chorus]

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one you sweep off her feet, 

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town, 

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you

And your white horse, to come around

Here you are your sitting there

Begging for forgiveness, begging for me

Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale

I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well

This is a big world, that was a small town

There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

Now it's too late for you and your white horse

Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa

Try and catch me now

Oh, it's too late

To catch me now

I AM UNHAPPY.

yeah I am unhappy to hear that teachers are reading our blog. When I heard that news, I was like Astagfirullah. Ape nak jadi ni? Di manakah hak kami sebagai pengguna internet di Malaysia? Bukankah internet ini bukan sebahagian daripada sekolah? Okayokay.  To the teachers, if I had done anything wrong with my blog, I AM SORRY but please not the surat kuning or purple maybee? HAHA ;p Oh NASYRAH. I just love messing up with them . 

SIAP KORANG AFTER PMR AKU BUNUH KORANG ;p HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

pegi la barua sikit kt ckgu kalau korang kecut ah ;p